I'm 14 years old now and I feel like my abilities are getting stronger. Every time it rains I feel the strongest. When I try to read someone, I can only see images in my head of the future but I suck at telling the future. I can tell the past and I can smell, taste, or when I close my eyes I can see it but when I see lighting I feel so good. And some other ability I got is being able to change stop lights faster or maybe change them, I really don't know.
I'm going to admit it yes I smoke, it makes me feel like I can take peoples energy and scan it or something like that, when peoples mood change I feel it when people are about to get a call I say your phone is about to ring and it does, Yes my family has been through a lot of paranormal activity.
Sometimes I find myself talking to myself haha I kind of do that a lot I have this really cool black rock I use that to try and meditate it doesn't really help, but when it rains! Wow I feel like I want to lift something up with my mind but all it does is mess up my internet, I found that kind of weird.
When people want me to read them it's harder but I get it right most of the time, I can sense it when everybody is quiet and still. I feel alone sometimes and really cold, that's when I start to get really mad for no reason. I just go off on anything I can go off on. Then sometimes I cry or feel really sad. I don't want to try to talk to dead people if I do have that ability.
Owls is an animal that's always around, I can actually call them, my mom said when I was little there was this owl that would come at night by the window and I would always know because I would run towards the window and my mom would wonder why. Is that good?
I'm trying to find answers please help!