I honestly don't know where to start. I've been having a lot of weird things happening and I really just want some sense made out of it.
The first thing I remember experiencing was hearing voices when I laid in bed. They sound like the TV was left on or like there was multiple people having conversations at the same time. A couple of times I've heard music, but I couldn't make out what it was. I do sleep with a white noise machine meant to block out traffic noises and such. I almost think that it amplifies the voices, but I have not slept without it on yet to be sure.
Other voices I've been hearing are when I have my headphones on, it sounds like someone is talking and I take them off and hear nothing. I usually repeat that process multiple times per night because I keep thinking it's my parents even though all my family is asleep during this time. Then there's the scuffling on my carpet when I'm lying in bed and the creaking on our wood floors behind me like something is just following me around.
I've also heard my name called a lot. Whispers in my ear and I've had thoughts spoke in my head without me being the one who thought them. I have also heard growling.
I've been seeing things such as figures, black masses peaking around the corner at me, flashes of light. The lights flicker in every room I go in. I've also been having disturbing dreams of (most recently) ghosts haunting me. One of the ghosts had an actual specific name, it was German so I didn't remember it very well.
I know a lot of this sounds like a haunting but if it was, I think my family would also be experiencing it too? My dogs only seem to get a little freaked out once in a while. But my family doesn't notice anything usual like the lights flickering or the noises I've been hearing.
What's going on with my eyes sounds like I have floaters, but I'm rather young to have that yet at 15. I get enough sleep, I just stay up late. I have low vitamin D but I take supplements. I've also recently been having peaking anxiety/stress levels. It seems to have been building over the past year or so.
GOD'S GRACE MERCY AND PEACE BE WITH YOU ALWAYS,
MOTHERCHRISTIANA ❤