Who Am I?

This is the first time in all my life I have reached out for help from others who may know what is going on. All of my life, my family and I have had weird things happen. Growing up, we lived in an old house that was haunted. We all saw ghosts, but mostly shadow people. All the women in my family for generations have had the ability to know things before they happen. Even small stuff like knowing the phone is about to ring, someone was in trouble, etc. All these things we have dealt with and lived with. The past few years, things seem to be directing to me a lot. I know this story could go on forever, so I am going to write about a few main things. I was living with my parents in the country. It was winter and I woke up and looked out the window, the land was tilled and the soil was black. The neighbor farmed, so I just assumed that was it until I went out later, and there was snow. No land was tilled. Later that week, I was up late with my mom and stood up stretching and looked in the mirror in my sisters room. I could see me in the reflection. Except I was sitting down and not standing up. I swayed side to side but my reflection just sat there staring at me. I was creeped out beyond belief and my mom and I ran to her room. I went back half an hour later and peered into the mirror. I was still sitting on the couch. Frantic, I ran back into my mom's room. Well the next time I checked, the image was gone. Flash forward a few years later, I gave birth to my son and my husband worked 3rd shifts. Every night when he would leave, I would get scared. I knew there was a man in there watching me and waiting. This is when the dreams started. I would have nightmares about all sorts of things and would wake up screaming. I never saw him, but I KNEW it was a man and he scared the living hell out of me. I would hear him call my name, and he only made himself known at night when my husband left. One afternoon (on a bright sunny day), I saw a white orb zip through my apt for about 1 minute until it vanished before my eyes. It radiated amazing light and was not very big. Flash forward another year, my son was about 1 and half years old and we lived in a new apartment. My husband was in the living room and my son was in our bedroom. All of a sudden my husband heard a loud crash and went running to the bedroom. I guess my son had climbed up the dresser and it fell on him with a huge old tv. Somehow the drawers ended up out of it away from my son. It felt on and the top of the dresser landed on my bed. My son was pinned beneath but just enough room was there he was uninjured. The tv was so heavy it put two holes in the wall. I could not believe that he had been saved and unharmed. That night, I had the weirdest dream ever. I was with a girl who drove me (one that I have remembered from other dreams and she is always taking me somewhere). She drove me to this place where all these people were. I remember saying, wow they have changed a lot since the last time I was here. I then stood in line and was given some sort of ID card and it said Blue Man. I was then escorted outside to a Native American man who was laying the grass staring at the sky. He quickly got up and said to me, I do not want you to be afraid of what I am about to tell you. I want you to know that your son is being protected by angels. He then showed me an image (it wasn't a picture more like an image that appeared in the air?) and it was sepia tone. It wasn't colored but looked like an old photograph in a way. There were two bright lights in the sky (almost like the North Star on each side). There were two extremely tall figures on each side facing towards the lights (as I saw the back of their heads). In between them were two normal figures, and in the middle of the 4, was a little tiny figure. I leaned in and looked closely and it was my son turned towards the right. The two figures closest to him were holding his hands. Anyways, I woke up at like 2am and ran into my living room and drew a picture of it. It was crazy but I did feel like my son would be okay. Flash forward until now. I see the shadow people and they like to be in my kitchen (right off from my living room) on the ceiling. I see them roll in like a fog and disappear. My son sees things too and calls them Mongas (his word for monsters). He says they are in the closet. I was in the bathroom last week and he has never acted scared of them before. He came running in and his body was trembling (he is 2 and half). He said monga out there. I said where, and he said living room. Well I went down to the hall, and all of a sudden I heard his electronic truck skidding tires. I thought he had the remote and I looked around and said do you have the remote. He said no mommy monga. All of a sudden it stopped. Then my son goes its ok mommy just the car. Well my brother stayed 2 nights ago, the truck went across the floor at 2 am. He told it to stopped and it just went faster. Well last night, my mom called me at 4am. She told me she had to go to the hospital because she was on the porch at like midnight and somehow a moth flew into ear. Disgusting and freaky normally lol, the story got weirder. After the ER finally got it removed, they put it in cup of water and left my mom in room to wait for the dr. She said the moth began to scream and make almost talking noises as it was dying. Well after she got home, my mom and sister were talking about my late grandmother when the dog started acting weird. All of a sudden their dog ran to the couch and sniffed the corner where the cushion was. She then proceeded to pull out a dead bat. She has no chimneys, the dogs are always on leashes as they live in town when out side. Someone is always up at their house as they have different work schedules. How did a bat get in there? We have ties to Native Americans (as my mom is big on genealogy sp?). We also have ties to Pt. Pleasant. Sorry this is going on so long, but I think that things seem to be getting more persistent and prevalent. There is someone who follows me all day and all night. They come to my work and I sense they are always behind me and not beside or in front. I think it is a man and I believe he causes tension and bad energy between me and my husband. I need help from someone before these things ruin my life. I don't know who they are or what they want. Sometimes I get messages as I am laying in bed. It is kind of the state between awake and asleep. I got a message from late aunt who told me to tell my cousin she read her letters. I didn't want to call my cousin (who is my age) and tell her because I knew she was still an emotional wreck from her mother's death. My mom made me call her, and my cousin are you kidding me? Don't think I'm weird but I write her letters all the time. I'm like you weird? Hahah I am the one telling you about a message from beyond. I have also got names like Cherie in my dreams, 2 boys who were lost from their parents and a woman had them. Someone please help me. I just do not understand what I am or why they come to me. I am not trained for any of this. Please someone. I would like to see if someone who lives in Ohio or maybe has experience with Native Americans.