I'm not sure if anyone will assume I'm crazy writing my personal experiences if they were merely hallucinations or actually paranormal events and I was hoping someone could understand what I am talking about when I talk about astral projection.
When I was 7, I had my first OBE (out of body experience) I was in my top bunk bed somewhere around midnight one night, and outside my window I was noticing this strange color pattern of purple, blue, red, green, yellow light on my garage door, I assumed it was my upstairs neighbor watching tv or the police driving by but this color pattern lasted for hours.
I was frightened and I laid down on my bed watching endlessly at the lights until I fell asleep. I woke up all of a sudden a minute later and I felt this pinching feeling in my jaw like someone was grabbing and squeezing but nothing was there except on my 2 windows were these 2 pentagrams flashing the same color pattern as the lights, one rotating clockwise and the other one counter clockwise, along the edges were these strange symbols and this buzzing noise in my ears, my mind was so clear too as if I was talking in my head but I hadn't moved my lips at all. It lasted a sort time until I woke up and my jaw was still hurting.
I'm not sure exactly what that means or if I'm just crazy but I've had moments ever since then whenever my mind is blank (only when my mind is blank) that I've guess things that happen seconds later, places I feel déjà vu, lucid dreams, feelings random emotions, I don't understand any of it please if someone could tell me what any of that means I would greatly appreciate it.
Also I'm not sure if it means much but my mother's great grandmother was half Cherokee half Irish married to a Illinois Amish outcast, my ancestors on my father side have been in America since 1650 in Virginia from Germany, my mother's other grandparents were welsh, English, and Irish, and I'm not sure if there's anything else I'm mixed with but if this is something genetic I would like to know thank you