Ever since I was very young I have always been able to "feel" when something was going to happen. When I was 7 I sensed a coming emotional depression. When I told my parents they told me not to worry about it, that it was just my imagination. Over the next month all my friends and family moved away leaving me by myself (except for my parents of course). This left me horror stricken because I was unable to handle being alone like that.
As I aged my abilities grew more specific. When I turned 13 I started to experience excessive amounts of Deja vu where whatever I dreamed came true either the next day or within that week.
When I reached 15 My visions, as I started calling them, became terrifying. Soon I started experiencing feelings of eminent death around me. What I mean to say is that I could and can feel when Death is near.
Even as I type this I feel him, I only say him cause Death does not have a manifested form (at least in legend cause I feel the Grim Reaper fits as a manifested form) and I feel a gender will make explaining this easier.
Last year my cat, Garfield, started acting funny. He would just stand and do nothing and it seemed he had trouble moving. The next day he was the same. About mid-day as I was watching him I felt a darkness surrounding him. I felt a coldness and hollow feeling which left me heart stricken as I knew he was going to die. That morning he was gone. Tonight I have that same feeling again. My youngest cat has that darkness too and I feel that she will die before I take her to the doctor tomorrow.
My story has been long and I will tell of other instants later but from what I have said I wonder. Can anyone relate with me on some of this. And if so can you tell me if there is a way to develop these abilities so that I can sense things sooner or at least with more accuracy than now.
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