I Can Sense What People Are Thinking And See Future

Maybe this is going to sound crazy but I can feel what people think. I can also see future, it's like I just said and it did happen. One of my best friend was going to deceive me but before hand I knew it. I can understand the unspoken words. If I have been ditched by anyone, I can't gain the trust again. If something bad is going to happen it will strike my senses. I feel scared. Sometimes I even hear music which are not played. These all things make me so sick. Sometimes I think something and do something my mind mapping was done, councilors said that my brain was unique because my 4 quadrants were almost equal. I act differently. I become so possessive and addictive. I speak in my dreams like for hours. I feel don't know how to express but it is killing me inside. I don't want all these things. I want to live a peaceful life. Deja vu also occurs sometimes. Though I look normal but these things I can't swallow. My head starts aching. Its seems I am not made for this world, there is a different world. I don't know what to do. I can't concentrate on my studies although I scored 90% and bagged a national medal but they don't make me happy. Everything seems lifeless. I am just showing people that I am happy but I am not. My thoughts are weird. I can't bear all this now. People think I am immature but as far as I know I act. I can't tell them this is killing me because I have already seen the true face of the world. I can't understand what is wrong with me? Where is my happy life?