My Life Is Falling Apart

It's your dad. Keep calm and carry on.

Lots of love

Daddy

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you need to take control of the things that are going on in your head. Stop letting yourself be run by fear and anxiety. Stop believing in everything you think of. What you believe comes true. Believe in god and he will guide you, I will pray for your father. ❤

Ladfyhawke! That was the most beautiful raw truth I think I've read... Possibly EVER! I wish I was a teenager and had those words to shake me up. At this point I'm x 2 that age range but that just really grabbed my heart. Truth is blunt,raw, and painful... But there is a beauty in it all! Wow you just got me... I'm going to cuddle my babies and make plans. I suddenly feel "girl power" lol. Xxoo ((hugs))

A "Self fulfilling prophecy" is one where you "think" things are going to happen, therefore they do. Perhaps you only see bad things on Tuesday because you recieved hurtful news on a Tuesday (sorry for your dad, my mom also has stage four breast cancer). I used to be the "clutz" in school too and people laughed and called me names. No worries, these people won't be in your life forever and please understand that after 12th grade, none of this (laughing) will matter to you or them if you are a strong person who is willing to laugh a little bit too. Be kind to everyone you come across and if you feel like you need counseling babeh there are many many many services in cities and towns dedicated to teens because afterall teenage years are one of the most confusing times of our lives. Protect yourself from evil - I say a prayer every night "If there are any evil entities in my house please leave in the name of Jesus" and I feel more comfortable. Life can always be worse no matter how bad it is, so think happy thoughts and call on the lord in your time of need. He doesn't always answer right away but he ALWAYS answers regardless. You will get through this rough patch. Trust me.

First Tuesday are not what you think it is. You will only think bad things will happen to you when you have your mind set on Tuesdays to be a bad day. Every Tuesdays, wear black clothing or some of black color. This color will make you invisible to bad things and lastly, think POSITIVE. Be happy, do not think bad thoughts. When you think bad, bad things will happen, but if you think happy and positive thoughts, good things will bound to happen. Unexpected things happen for a reason and you need to think happy thoughts.

We cannot explain the unexpected for unexplained things but you can surpass it by having good, positive, happy feelings and thoughts.

Hope this helps.

I know you feel helpless to this, I can see that it has you very upset. I'm going to tell you a secret, Inside you is the making of a full on warrior. One who can face very hard decisions and make important choices that will rule your destiney. You will face challenges in life that will seem overwhelming at times. Even in the face of war young people have been terrified but defended thier homes from an enemy. Tuesday is not your enemy, it is you allowing it to steal your strength. Each experience you have gone through has left you smarter, and more able to cope with life. I'm sorry that it has not been the life you would have chosen so far, but understand that no one has say in what has to happen, only how we deal with it. You are, in a way lucky if things happen on tuesday... Things happen to me when I'm not looking. My only defense is to prepare myself for the unknown...how? By understanding that as I grow so do my coping skills and I'm able to get through each thing if I'm willing to learn from it. You are facing circumstances most of us get later, but you are learning now, this means you will be stronger sooner, more appreciative of love because none of us know how long we have with those we love... This will make you deeper, more resonant to others and helpful when someone else faces hardship.Girl, you are beautiful and loving, its not bad news... Its just life... Not always easy or kind, but the best opportunity we have right now to experience all the emotions and challenges to cause our young souls to grow. You are growing,...Im sorry it hurts or is scary... But I know you can pull yourself through and help others too. You are welcome here to find friendship, comfort and advise, many of us have been where you are going, I am one, I am a spiritual warrior... But not because life was easy. It has been hard, but wonderful, as you too, will see. Blessed be young warrioress, Ladyhawke ❤

Some dreams are from your subconscious, some dreams are from God, and some dreams are from the devil. If I were you I would try to seek solace in God.

You might try reciting or playing this on Tuesday night before you sleep: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OCQ8c1ll4wA

I don't know if it will help you but it's worth a try. May God be with you. ❤