My Wonderland

adayinthelifeofadream ~ Sorry I haven't checked back for so long. But I am glad you have found peace in your choice. Tell me, How did it go with your bishop?

"Are you saying this mediation will help me with my gift so that I may help others?"
Yes, meditation will help. Put on some calming music - flute songs, ocean waves, Celtic Women, something that is calming for you. In a quiet room and a relaxed position, close your eyes, concentrate on your breathing and let your mind go.
Do this for 30 minute or so every day if possible.

Yes, when I am working on healing others I sometimes see energy changes, not black but darker spots, or waves in the aura, or sometimes my hands are just guided to the location. I visualize energy coming from heaven, the universe, and flowing into mother earth to be recycled into positive loving energy to be used by all.
As far as what you should look into, you need to discover what works best for you. I can't answer that one. All I or anyone can do is let you know what works for us so that you can find if it works for you as well or if you need to do something different.

You are very welcome. I'm glad I could help. I hope that you are able to acheive greatness and find your abilitys to help you in many ways.

Well I know for a fact that this is going to be hard I just hope I don't get looked down upon. At the time I was being haunted I ended up going to be bishop because it got really really bad. At any rate I though there was the possibility I was going crazy so I didn't want to bring it up with my family. My bishop told me that some people are more sensitive to what's around them... But I don't know if he realizes I have been have revelation I guess you could say since I was at least four. So I am going back to my new bishop this Sunday I just hope we can work things out... Because I believe that this is a gift but I also believe my church is true. I did some research someone who is related to an Elder of the church said that there are people with this gift its how we use it that matters. But if I can't work this out I may have to leave and I really don't want to. Although I do have a feeling I won't have to.

Thank you for your kind and helpful words even though I don't even really know you its nice to know I have support. I do believe this is the path I want to go I just don't know where to start and how to learn to use my gift.

Are you saying this mediation will help me with my gift so that I may help others?

Here's the extent of my gift.

I have seen the future for other people... Before I have met them...
At one point I could feel spirits around me and peoples energy.
Read peoples thoughts... I only have done that twice that I know of.
I have had spirits talk to me before but all I got was a name.

You see a dark stop around them? I think that's a perfect way to be able to see if you need to help them. Normally for me it is that I feel inside of me a small connection that I need to be friend said person.

What types of ways of healing should I look into?

I will surely let you know how things go, thank you for your help.

I hope all is well for you, you are very kind to be helping me out, thank you

This may be one of the hardest decisions you have made thus far. As a former Mormon I know the choice is not easy. A lot will depend on how strong of a Mormon you are. Are you able to work this type of life with your religion. I am not one to say how you must / should or should not believe. That is up to you, and you alone. And it is not a path to choose lightly. I know the risks both ways. However only you can decide.

First ~ to find out if this is the path you want to go,
~ meditate learn to relax your mind. Put Pandora on listen to meditation music, something calming and relaxing (usually no words or a chant) Pandora will find things. (Flute songs - nature sounds ect)
~ Listen to the small voice inside. What does it say. At first it will be very soft. Feel for it.
~ Try massage - giving one (if it is of interest to you)
~ learn about reflexology and Chinese pressure points. And 'applied kinesiology'

Now do you see with your eyes or do you feel things?
I feel things. My hands are guided to where the person I am working on is in need of healing. I can't explain how I know what to do there I just do. Sometimes, when I was just starting, I saw a dark spot or a blurred area around the aura of the person.
This is another part where you will need to find what works best for you and how you best treat others.
The meditation and knowledge of different ways of healing will help with this.

Let me know how things go.
And as always let light, love, joy and peace be with you always

I do believe you are right just how do I realize the gift that's inside of me?
I want to help people and I don't want to have a bad effect on my religion... The thing is I am Mormon and we don't believe we can have revelation for others although I know I have.

adayinthelifeofadream ~ the first place to start is inside you. Just because someone tells you you can do this in life, is not the reason to build the ability. You need to make a personal choice that this is something you want to do.

Many people with these abilities are happy with them and use it to help others. Some have the ability so strong and have a hard time focusing on life. And many that have the ability need to work on enhancing it so they can do more. This takes devotion. It takes listening to the spirits and not thinking that it is a bad thing to since them.

So the first step you need to do is understand what it would mean to have these abilities strong in your daily life, and not let them conflict with your daily life or religion. Also if you choose to enhance your abilities then when you help others don't try to change their beliefs, just let them know what you feel and see without influencing your personal beliefs.

So I have a question for you. Is this something you are truly wanting and willing to do?
The reason I ask is because I feel hesitation or uncertainty from you.