When I was a little girl I had a invisible friend called Sarah, I would sit, talk and play all day with her. I do not remember much as I was very young but my memories are still there. When I hit 4 years old I felt like I come into reality and asked my mum millions of questions of my purpose here. She was a bit stunned as I was too young to be asking questions like this. Sarah had faded to nothing from me at this point except the shadows at night. At 7 years old one night I woke and my toy doll was walking towards the bed, I jumped under the covers until it was safe to sleep. Another night my mum asked me to put my milk tooth under my pillow but at this age I was aware mum kept my teeth in her jewelry box. As I was dosing off something caught the corner of my eye, is was sleeping on the top bunk, this shadow hovered over me and knew it was something else (maybe the tooth fairy). Things used to pop in my head now and then and show me things that was not from here.
I soon grew up and forgot all about this but was always open to the belief in spirits.
At aged 16, I was sleeping at my boyfriend's place. As I was sleeping I was being interrupted from a scratching sound, still half asleep, it started tickling my feet. I jumped up turned around and this tall masculine black figure with no features and glowing white eyes was just standing there staring at me. I started panicking, without taking my eye of this thing I woke my boyfriend to show. I've never seen anyone so scared in my life. I felt like it was calming me down telepathically, then it vanished within 5 minutes. Within a week I was homeless for a good year, the worst part of my life.
Numerous occasions shadows and ghosts have caught my eye but not like the one I saw that night.
When it all came flooding back: When I was 24 years old I hit rock bottom, I was suffering severe depression and was in an abusive relationship. I was lying in bed one afternoon, closing my eyes I had a shock, this eye was staring right back at me. Within days I found myself talking to people in my head, telling me they had passed and comforting me. Before I knew it I was noticing shadows all the time around me, this lead me to research what was happening, even started going to a spiritualist circle.
I noticed by this point that the more I hit rock bottom the more I opened up to spirit, they were there comforting me to let me know I was not alone.
In the last year or 2 I've learned that I am going through what you call a spiritual awakening, the most scariest but exciting experience and very hard to come to terms with. It's such a slow process, it's like being reborn all over again.
First came my clairvoyance and intuition, I had to work with that alone before beginning the next development. Within that time came the fear of evil for example: being watched at night, pokes on the back of my head, bed shaking, bangs in the night and terrible disturbing visions. I was in complete fear 24/7, learning to ground and protect eventually disintegrated my fear, I only let love in my aura. Once I overcome the fear a learned how to use my visions and intuition my Clairaudience kicked in and before I knew it my spirit guide come forward. He was the one who was always there watching, once I started reading for people it all come at once, my abilities all come together.
My Awakening was showing through me physically, was feeling waves through my body coming out my crown, headaches got intense and my heart was pulsing out my chest as it opened up, the vibrations in my body become more frequent.
My memories from past lives as well as in between has flooded back to me and also I am only just started to remember clips of my life that my guide shown me as a child. I was 4 years old, I chose not to take in what I saw and turned my back on her and that's when it come back to me from the beginning (asking my mother those questions).
I still have many unanswered questions but so would each top psychic mediums.
Love to here if people have experienced the same.
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