First off the lights. I have seen them ever since I can remember. They are these little specks off light that are random colors, but mostly red blue and green, and I see them mostly at night. My friend says to have seen them to but only around me so I'm also wondering if it's possible that it is me that is the reason that the lights are there. If I stay up too late then they will start to form shapes and I can control them. Also I stayed up for about forty-eight hours and they formed like what looked like creatures and it freaked my friend out because he saw a huge flash of light.
As for my memory, the older I get the more I remember. So far I remember things since before I was two. I just find that weird and would like to know if that's normal.
To kind of wrap things up, sometimes everything just goes black and I feel like I'm falling. Sometimes walls will bulge out at me in sort of a semi sphere and one time it happened underneath me and it freaked out the kids at my school because, from what they said, I was floating.
I once got mad at a kid and willed one of the bulges to appear underneath him and he fell out of his chair. The class laughed but I just kept quiet because it kind of freaked me out.
I've had dreams of massive murders and shootouts and they've happened the next day, and I have heard my dead grandfather talk and breath and felt him hug me.
So that's about it for me, and I would appreciate any feedback about, just anything to help me understand this a bit better.