When I was a kid my mum said I use to have really really bad dreams some good and I use to talk in my sleep and do things kids don't do like ask about death and cry about death and she said one day I wouldn't shut up about an angel I had seen. I eventually grew out of it until one day 3 years ago me and my cousin were racing on our four wheelers in the mountain track in New Zealand when he slammed the breaks hard and fast. The bikes couldn't fit side by side but I managed to get the bike nearly off the cliff and pass my cousin in front of him. When he slammed the breaks my brain started hurting severely because I knew that it was either off the cliff or smash into bike in front. Everything slowed down after my brain was struck and something took over and we lived my heart was pounding like someone was punching my chest and then I saw a black and white butterfly and I thought that it was a sign from god saying he's got my back. And when I got back to Australia it was night time and I went to bed that night and the dreams came back for the past 3 years. I have been seeing stuff like shadows and vision dreams, feelings of places everywhere I go. Good and bad. That butterfly follows me everywhere. I tried so hard to ignore everything but it didn't work so I rang my grandfather in New Zealand. He's the chief of my tribe and I asked him if anyone from the family had powers. He said only one. His grandmother was a witch doctor but he said out of our whole family whose blood is linked to hers he said he hasn't seen anyone who inherited the gifts. I was scared at first of all this but now hears me accepting it if to be true can anyone tell me please?
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Am I Psychic Or Psycho?
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I'd be nice if someone came up with a word or could find one that included all classifications of people with unusual powers. Things would be a lot easier... Plus it would be cool 😁
...I need to learn how to write shorter responses but some how I don't think that's going to happen...
I'm not saying you are schizophrenic, because the relation between what we call "psychosis" (which even Darwin believed was grossly misunderstood as written in his famous Origin of Species) and what ancient people consider "powers" and can not be known for sure with the information currently available, but studies do strongly suggest that they may be one and the same.
Having a schizophrenia at least doesn't mean your some homicidal loopy person as this site's article on schizophrenia suggests, all though clearly many people with psychosis suffer this level or degrade to this level.
In second world countries (Africa, areas in asia, and so forth) were the early stages of psychosis (obviously not including homicidal behavior or something) are seen as signs that that person is has connection to the spirit world and are sent to and trained by the communities shaman, witch doctor, sorcerer, and so on.
People who suffer negative effects from schizophrenia are much lower in these countries. Coincidentally, studies show that if caught early enough, supportive, understanding communities and therapy are more effective on many schizophrenia cases than medication. I have met such people, one is shaman from Mexico and has done wonderfully with out the cold meds that doctors surely would have prescribed him had he been born in a first world country like the U.S.
Can you imagine the suffering of struggling between sorting out the world you experience, and the world most experience, not knowing what's real what's not, what's wrong, what's right, not understanding what is happening to you and how to tell the difference between one world and the other? And, constantly being treated like a rapid dog, unable to open up to people with out being ridiculed? That's enough to drive anyone crazy.
Of course, there are different levels of schizophrenia, and different people are effected differently. In many cases, there maybe underlying conditions with the horrible people with a psychosis you hear about on the news who are mass murderers. Some people have weaker minds than others, and in the delicate state a person with schizophrenia might be in as suggested above, environment is crucial, and many serial killers had abusive parents, were molested by family members, all sorts of disgusting stuff.
So, schizophrenia doesn't appear to mean "crazy" as much as newer studies on it and how it effects people historically, world wide, and why, shows.
But of course, I can not stress enough the importance of learning and checking this out for your self.
Sorry for the lecture-like response!
I don't feel Stressed out, feeling down, getting depressed or anxious.
Do you think I'm going bonkers?
Obviously since I can't right an entire novel here explaining it (I highly doubt you want to read a message that long), here is how you may verify this and grow for yourself; research the human brain, schizophrenia of corse, shamanism and the links between shamanism and schizophrenia, carl jung, philosophy, various sciences particularly phycology.
Thought it's a long list, but believe me, it's worth every second. After all, how are you supposed to maintain a healthy mind if you don't even understand your mind and how to process the world while knowing how to process your self? In other words, this will help you tell fact from fiction and quite literally keep you from falling off that cliff. (after all, studies show that the environment a schizophrenic is raised in can be more effective then any medication to keep them from going bonkers).
As for the butterfly, it could be one of your totems or a demon of sorts. Tread carefully when dealing with that butterfly.
And of course, make sure to have your head checked out to make sure you're not suffering any kind of injury.
Pass on the help so that others may be helped!
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