Hello everyone. My name is Trish. I'm 20 years old, almost 21. I have this weird thing happening to me. I'll have dreams that come true. I dream of myself screaming and yet no one can hear me even though I'm in a room full of people. The next night I was at a bar and was crying because I was upset, yet none of my friends cared at all.
I can also predict things. Like I can tell my mother what is in the mail box and what isn't everyday, and I'm always right. It all started when I had a dream about a certain letter I was waiting years for.
On Sunday, I was joking with my mom about a car accident. Then as I'm walking back to my car from the grocery store, I see a van hit an armored truck and take off. That same day she hit a curb with my car, and took off paint from my front bumper.
So any-who... I was wondering how people cope with this on a day to day basis, and how they learned about it. I've had this ability for years, but didn't want to have anything to do with it until a few months back when an entity in my house was doing things to me. This entity dropped scissors and knives on my head that I keep on my top shelf of my computer desk. I also feel burning or piercing pain in certain areas of my body when it appears.
When I was younger I had this doll that was my grandmothers before she died. Every time I'd look at the doll I'd get drawn to it's eyes and hands. I couldn't look away from it. It's like it would want to talk to me. I could swear that if I'd stare at it long enough it's arms would move. I would keep on getting this feeling of relief, or calmness. I was only 12 at the time, so I didn't understand what was going on.
But... Like I said earlier, I'd love to know why this is happening to me, and how others who experience the same things handle it, or deal with it. I want to learn more about this, so I'm not scared anymore.