Although I realize now I have always been capable of visions, my first vivid heart stopping vision was last December. It happened at midnight on the 12th, the number 12 has always been special to me so I feel it was "meant to be", if that makes sense.
I was laying in bed, my boyfriend was in the living room playing video games. I could hear nothing but the sound of the fan in the bedroom. I remember being SO content and comfortable and relaxed. It was like a left my body but was conscious. I remember everything seemed to go by so fast, It was like watching my future flash in front of eyes. The last thing I remember seeing was myself as an old woman. I was happy and pleased with what I had accomplished in my life. I saw myself very Psychic. Then I come back to "reality" and I am incredibly overwhelmed and happy. "Did that really just happen?" I ask myself? Inside I know what I saw was real, that I just had a vision! I started crying and I remember being just so relieved! I used to feel so unworthy of these gifts, now its reality. I realize, I am Psychic after all and I feel I know my true calling all of a sudden. To help others, to help them with my gifts. Ever since that night, I realize more and more as my abilities grow what I am capable of. Around others, I feel what they feel! But at the same time it's so overwhelming sometimes. Sometimes I can't figure out which emotions and feelings are mine, and which are those of my loved ones or people around me. Every day my spirit guide/guides are coming in clearer and clearer. And I look forward to the day I am fully matured along with my gifts. "Ask, and you will receive." That saying comes more and more true to me every day. The main thing I look for in this site, is some possible guidance and advice, to better myself and my abilities. Thank you.