I am 19 just starting out college and I recently became spiritual during the last summer. This is when I started getting sleep paralysis. I have only had about 4 and from what I read I thought they were good because when I start to go into sleep paralysis mode I get a intense rushing of vibrations that feels like it's going into my crown chakra and down to my root chakra, but when this happens I feel evil and in danger. I can barley move and can't speak. If I open my eyes it stops and slowly dies off. I don't feel in control. I get scared and try my hardest to wake out of it and I always do. I get mad because I feel like I'm stopping the energy flow.
However the last time I went into sleep paralysis I actually let it go on for a little longer then I usually do. I started trying to get out of it and tried picking up my arm, but it was much harder. The scariest thing is though when I looked up it was like looking threw a set a different eyes. I didn't see my room. I couldn't really make out where I was at. I only knew that it was dark and abandoned. Against the wall the dark black wall I could see 2 black figures that were hanging on the wall, just sitting there, start to move. Like they noticed I was there. They started making a weird sound like a heavier grudge like sound. These "things" started crawling down the wall. They were human shaped but all black no mouths no nothing just all black. No face. I was struck with fear. Then as I panicked I opened up my real eyes.
That night I felt fatigue going to sleep. Sweaty, uncomfortable, tossing and turning, but when I woke up I felt alive and rejuvenated full of energy. Can anyone tell me what's going on and who these dark figures are. I would like to know what's happening, and what's going on.
Eventually, I started entering the state with an open positive heart and knowing that I was in a state of sleep paralysis. After I was able to do this successfully once, it happened everytime after that and it has since then always been a pleasant experience.
I can usually just lay back and easily drop into a lucid dream from sleep paralysis. Its all about relaxing, acknowledging the dark figures and telling yourself it is now time to go dream.
This can often trigger an entire nights worth of lucid dreams. I once lived 20 years in a lucid dream. I was lucid for so long in the dream that I started believing the dream was reality until finally I woke up and realised I was full of balogna.
Hahah anyway, important thing to remember: acknoledge the sleep paralysis and allow yourself to fall into sleep. At least, in your dreams, you can run away from the demons:D