Before college, I wasn't particularly fond of thinking of psychic whatnot and connections to things but lately I've been feeling a bit overwhelmed.
As a small child, I told my grandparents about having selected them to raise me before I fell into myself, I mentioned that when I picked them I was surrounded by round silver rocks that were wet and in the distance they were walking on a beach. I also relayed several stories about people they knew that I had no way of knowing personally but was accurate on and my grandmother and I have identical birth marks all in the same places.
At times when in a bad mood, street lights will shut down in a 30 foot radius or more, though once I am out of range will turn back on. During a highly emotional argument, the electricity on my floor shut down for several minutes and sent all of the girls on my floor of the dorm running out of their rooms.
Two people I go to school with cornered me and asked me to try to make something they called a "psi ball" (something of the like, I'm not entirely sure if that's what they called it). Anyways they walked me through the process and were astounded, both telling me that I made one that was ice cold when they tried to touch it.
Recently I've had a massive energy surge. It feels like it's pouring out of my body though not draining me in the least. I haven't seen spirits or anything but the sheer amount of energy was even noticed by my grandmother. She asked why I had such a scattered, massive energy flow and when I couldn't answer her (I sure as hell don't know) she said I was like her when she was my age (20) but said no more. My great grandmother always told me that I had an ever changing aura, but I thought she was a little wacky as a kid. She's still around and claims that the energy I'm exerting is unlike any she's seen before because the output isn't killing me.
If it's any help I'm over half Irish though the rest of my genes are a mixture of random things. The history that I'm aware of was that my family on my great grandfathers side served as a band of traveling mercenaries where on my great grandmothers side was many removed generations of some kind of royalty.
Well, any tips as to what this is? Or do I deserve the comforts of a padded room?
The only other thing that I've had problems with me around is lightbulbs blowing out or coming unscrewed (mostly at home but not always) and things falling off shelves near me. That actually happens a lot. I can't go the grocery store without things popping off shelves near me. I have to say that I do the right thing and pick them up and put them back. 😊