I have always had faith in God and kept relying on him for answers, ever since I was very young. When I was five during the night time, (I still remember until this day) I felt like I was being attacked. I felt like something was trying to get into my body/heart, but I always prayed and it would disappear. Still it continues until this day (during night time when I go to bed), except now my whole body becomes numb and it seems like I can't move, I can't even open my eyes but can see everything.
For years now, I even get feelings like someone is watching me even though I am busy focusing on school or even being on the computer. I would quickly glance at dark shadows moving outside late at night, and when I look again no one is there. Lately my feelings about anything has been coming true. Ex: two days before a tragic accident happened, I told my boyfriend I feel that a serious death is about to happened, and it is something big.
Two days passed, my friend's family died due to a fire in their homes, and it made front page and was the top stories in news. That night something told me to look in the bible, and the funny thing, everything was packed in a box since I recently moved. A voice told me to look in this certain box and it was right there. As I opened the bible, I land on one of the chapters of Jeremiah, and EVERYTHING that happened that night was stated in the bible.
This isn't the first time, where I felt bad things are going to happened and it came true and it isn't the first where I felt a certain way and it came true. All of my experiences came true. What does this mean? Was the tragic just a coincidence? Or could it be God telling me something? I hate talking about it with other people, because they think I'm weird. What is going on?