Without getting into too great of detail, I've been different my whole life. My entire family has sort of been this way, but for some reason I seem to be (maybe stronger is the appropriate word?) stronger than they are. I've learned to accept and deal with the way I am (knowing things before they happen, seeing things I can't explain, empathizing, energy, etc.) I've even found a way to more or less control it by turning it off and on at my will, but lately everything has gone insane.
I met a man recently and I was getting along great with him. I found out shortly after the fact that he has this sort of "gift" as well and although he wasn't specific, I believed him being as different as I am. I never got into detail with him about my own abilities, preferring to keep that to myself, but I'm beginning to wonder if he isn't using his "gift" against me to control me.
I don't know if this is even possible, and I have absolutely no idea what he is capable of. While I am generally great at getting a "read" on people, I can't get a read on him to save my life. It's like he's just a little off and I can't figure it out. Almost like he's veiled. Or cloaked and I literally cannot sense a thing. It worried me at first but I chalked it up to bizarre and just moved on. He even gave me a bracelet to wear that used to belong to him so I would always remember him and I wore it all the time. It made me feel happy and I always thought of him, like constantly. In this nearly obsessive way which is not at all like me. I feel like I'm not in control of my emotions or anything when I am around him and it only gets worse. When I'm separated from him it feels as though it physically hurts and I can barely stand it. He is not my "type" at all, I don't understand why or how the heck I can possibly be feeling this way toward anybody. I know it is not normal, forget about healthy. To obsess and pine over anyone to such a degree.
I recently went to have reading done for me by someone I trust that has read for me many times. I was hoping she might be able to give me some insight into him but even she couldn't get a read on him. I was stumped and disappointed and when I came home I realized I had been wearing the bracelet he'd given me to the reading. I feel happy and stupid and mindless when I wear it and I can only think about him, but when I take it off I feel upset and disgusted with myself. One of my friends said she didn't like the way the bracelet "felt" and insisted I burn it. Since it could have some of his "energy" left on it. What I would like to know is: Is this even possible? Can you put psychic energy into an object and then give it to someone to manipulate them? I know it sounds crazy. And believe me I've stopped wearing the thing but I couldn't bring myself to give it to my friend to let her destroy it. Can he be using some sort of psychic/energy bond to control me in any way? I don't feel like myself, I feel like whatever hold he has on me I need to sever whatever this connection is for my own sake, but I don't know how and frankly I am a bit scared. Can this happen? Is this normal? Anyone have any ideas?