My name is Harvey. I would like to start by explaining the beginning and extent to my powers and how they are dwindling. I have always had the ability to see auras. Most people have a soft shade of white in most cases, people with other shades take a great deal of focus. And me being in the right mood if that makes any sense. I've always had to ability to feel the presence of someone and exactly how they are feeling, even able to finish their sentences at times. It starts with a sensation in my back and through my chest, and depending on the feelings it causes different sensations. I've also been able to hear voices. But only at night. I was wondering if anyone else has that problem. It's when I relax completely at night I begin to hear voices, they tell me to wake up, and are rarely the same voice over and over again. I communicate with them sometimes, but I can rarely keep the conversation because the ability vanishes. I've seen several spirits, and do not wish to explain in this story. They are all very complicated stories. I was always scared. ALWAYS, even as a young adult I was scared. I couldn't close my eyes under water when taking baths from the feeling of someone over me and like I said earlier, I know when someone is around me and I definitely get that vibe.
One of the most strange things is seeing flashes of light. I can't explain that one in fact of what it means. But if I look into the sky, or more often than not anywhere I see these small pixels of light (not floaters, I understand what a floater is and no it's not like I rain drop but thousands of bright lights). I also see strange rifts it seems. Like as if the world was being ripped apart for a brief second, which have a darker flash.
My purpose for posting all of this is that since I turned 21 (I just turned 25) these abilities have dwindled. I feel rooted into this Earth, as if reality is all that is there. The abilities I asked to be taking away as I kid, I pray to be given back now. These days all I really have left is the ability to feel emotions and presence, and also hear voices from time to time. Has this happened to anyone else (question). If so, are their ways to regain and strengthen psychic abilities? Re-awaken them per say. Please anyone who can help or has similarities please tell me.