Ever since I was 7years old I've been able to feel the presence of ghosts, and really strong emotions. It would always feel like a tightening in the small of my back and the worse the spirit or emotions the heavier my back would feel. From the age of 7-14 I would brush of the feeling believing that I was just imaging things. At night it was harder to pretend when I would see their solid figures in the dark and have them whisper in my ear of what had happened to them, how they died that they wanted my help.
My hand was finally forced when I was 15 years old when a really bad spirit latched on to me it wouldn't let me go for a year. For that whole year I was tired, irritable, and moody. For long periods of time I would go to my room and just sit in the dark feeling leached by the spirit. I would try to tell my mom but whenever I would go to her I would be right in front of her than I would forget what I was going to say. On day I guess the spirit wasn't as strong or something cause I was able to tell my mom and she gorded me with a lemon burnt it and that got rid of the spirit.
I came clean to my mom and older sister Necole. Turned out that they sensed the same things that I do just that their not as strong as me.
I've tried to ignore what I sense but it's just been getting stronger as time goes on. At first all I could do was feel the ghosts than as time went on I would be able to sense what they felt, hear them and eventually see them. What really has me going crazy is that in this past year I'm starting to see their lives and how they died. I'm at the end of my rope and I don't know what to do. I've talked to Necole and my mom and while they believe me they don't know how to help.
So if anyone knows how to get rid of this sense or pass it on to someone that wants it please tell me. Even if it's just a way to block the feeling.