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Today is October 20th. This is a true story. It just happened to me, starting about 1 and a half weeks ago. As God is my witness this is all true!

About one and half weeks ago I bought a carton of eggs from the local grocery. The next day I started breakfast, took out the first egg, broke it and out comes two yokes. Somewhat amazed, I thought to myself, I haven't seen one of those in a long while. I picked up the next egg and broke it and again, two yokes! I remember saying out loud, "Wow...what are the odds? What are the odds of something like this to happen?" So I had two eggs, two yokes. I broke the rest of the carton and they were regular eggs.

A few days had gone by and I didn't think much of the event.

I then experienced a major medical situation where I spent four days in the acute care center. When I was in the acute care center a routine test was performed on me that requires two injections. The next day, a nurse tells me that the test needs to be repeated because the last one was performed incorrectly. So I received two tests. The parameters of this test requires two entry points in order to arrive at a diagnosis.

It was here that the number two (2) began to resonate somehow in my life. It was here that I start to wonder about things - as if something is brooding almost. I have experienced synchronicity many times before and I know how to recognize when it happens and take notice.

Eventually, I'm discharged from the hospital and my friend took me to the store to pick up a few things here at the local store. Among the items I purchased was a carton of eggs.

It is important to remember that the "two egg/two yoke" event that happened previously did not resonate within me and I wasn't expecting anything out of the ordinary - in relation to the eggs. Also, the thoughts I experienced while in the hospital with my questioning of 2s had already escaped me as well.

The next day I started breakfast, and I took out the first egg and broke it --- it was a single-yoke egg. I remember saying to myself "Awww, I was hoping for a double yoke."

I picked out the next egg, broke it and what comes out? Two yokes! I have only used four eggs in this carton thus far so I do not know what is in the rest of my carton of eggs.

Ok, so now I have experienced a two egg/two yoke scenario, a "second egg"/two yoke scenario. And a two test scenario.

Today, I had to travel to another rural town to visit the second-hand store (as I write this I just noticed "second-hand" store in relation to 2s.) I was looking for a used toaster.

I asked Linda, the store owner if she had any toasters. She looked at me with amazement and tells me "Wow! You're the second person to ask for a toaster, that guy that just left was asking for a toaster as well." But, she didn't have any toasters for neither of us. I did buy two blankets though without even realizing at the moment --- two blankets.

I remember when she said this, all these events that are related to 2s, two eggs, two yokes... Two injections, two tests... And now two people looking for a toaster!

What are the odds of this happening? All of this has happened from about one week previous to this past Sunday. What is going to happen next? And is there something more that is to be experienced? I ask myself.

I am actually worried somewhat about these events because in my past I have had synchronicity and premonition experiences that have come true.

Thus far, I have had 5 premonitions over the course of ten years that have come true. These events were events of disaster for one or more people in this world.

In fact I wish I could tell the entire story and be polygraphed or other means to determine truth. If people heard my story, they would ask as well --- "What are the odds?" If what I say is true and correct - which it is, I am left wondering if something is afoot. My reasoning being, in the past when I have these premonitions they are accompanied with synchronicity events which occur in twos and threes. They occur in succession before the premonition is shown to me.

In the past, my premonitions did not end well. The first was the collective terror of many people passing away - which referred to 9/11. Of course I did not know what the terror was at the time of the premonition. It was not until after the fact that a friend brought it to my attention.

The second event was about a major earthquake which turned out to be the Kashmir quake in Afghanistan in 2005.

The third event was a premonition about the DOW hitting the 14, 000 mark and then it would collapse and would never recover again. What I recall happened here was the DOW went above 14, 000 in October, 2007; hovered for a while, fell and has never regain to this date.

The fourth event was my dream about a major right-wing political figure dying in the spring months. This premonition related to William F. Buckley Jr.'s passing away in February 2008.

The fifth event was another dream I had of a major earthquake. There are many earthquakes around the world in these days so I do not know if this is a verified premonition.

So as you can see all these experiences I have gone through do not end well. And now I am faced with this 2 dilemma. What does it mean?

As I stated earlier, this is 100% true. It is not a fake story, it is not a hoax. This has all happened to me.

And now with the latest synchronicity events that have occurred and how it appears in my major medical situation leads me to believe that whatever the premonition is (if there is one), is it going to end badly and how bad?

I have learned over the years not to read anything into my synchronicity events. As I must be totally "open" to anything.

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upinthemountains (1 stories) (1 posts)
 
13 years ago (2011-10-27)
Note to reader: Updates appear at the end of this document. Updates will
Continue but at a slower pace. I do not know how long these events will
Continue before what I suspect will be a premonition. In my previous
Synchronicity experiences I think it was 2-3 weeks of events before a
"premonition" thought occurs to me.

Today is October 20th. This is a true story. It just happened to me,
Starting about 1 and a half weeks ago. As God is my witness this is all
True!

About one and half weeks ago I bought a carton of eggs from the local grocery.
The next day I started breakfast, took out the first egg, broke it and out
Comes two yokes. Somewhat amazed, I thought to myself, I haven't seen one
Of those in a long while. I picked up the next egg and broke it and again,
Two yokes! I remember saying out loud, "Wow...what are the odds? What are
The odds of something like this to happen?" So I had two eggs, two yokes. I
Broke the rest of the carton and they were regular eggs.

A few days had gone by and I didn't think much of the event.

I then experienced a major medical situation where I spent four days in the
Acute care center. When I was in the acute care center a routine test was
Performed on me that requires two injections. The next day, a nurse tells
Me that the test needs to be repeated because the last one was performed
Incorrectly. So I received two tests. The parameters of this test requires
Two entry points in order to arrive at a diagnosis.

It was here that the number two (2) began to resonate somehow in my life. It
Was here that I start to wonder about things - as if something is brooding
Almost. I have experienced synchronicity many times before and I know how
To recognize when it happens and take notice.

Eventually, I'm discharged from the hospital and my friend took me to the store to pick
Up a few things here at the local store. Among the items I purchased was a
Carton of eggs.

It is important to remember that the "two egg/two yoke" event that happened previously did not resonate
Within me and I wasn't expecting anything out of the ordinary - in relation
To the eggs. Also, the thoughts I experienced while in the hospital with my
Questioning of 2s had already escaped me as well.

The next day I started breakfast, and I took out the first egg and broke it
--- it was a single-yoke egg. I remember saying to myself "Awww...I was
Hoping for a double yoke..."

I picked out the next egg, broke it and what comes out? Two yokes! I have only used four eggs in this
Carton thus far so I do not know what is in the rest of my carton of eggs.

Ok, so now I have experienced a two egg/two yoke scenario, a "second
Egg"/two yoke scenario. And a two test scenario.

Today, I had to travel to another rural town to visit the second-hand store (as I
Write this I just noticed "second-hand" store in relation to
2s.) I was looking for a used toaster.

I asked Linda, the store owner if she had any toasters. She looked at me with amazement and
Tells me "Wow! You're the second person to ask for a toaster, that guy that
Just left was asking for a toaster as well." But, she didn't have any
Toasters for neither of us. I did buy two blankets though without even
Realizing at the moment --- two blankets.

I remember when she said this, all these events that are related to 2s, two
Eggs, two yokes... Two injections, two tests... And now two people looking for
A toaster!

What are the odds of this happening? All of this has happened from about
One week previous to this past Sunday. What is going to happen next? And is
There something more that is to be experienced? I ask myself.

I am actually worried somewhat about these events because in my past I have had synchronicity and
Premonition experiences that have come true.

Thus far, I have had 5 premonitions over the course of ten years that have come true. These
Events were events of disaster for one or more people in this world.

In fact I wish I could tell the entire story and be polygraphed or other
Means to determine truth. If people heard my story, they would ask as well
--- "What are the odds?" If what I say is true and correct - which it is, I
Am left wondering if something is afoot. My reasoning being... In the
Past...when I have these premonitions they are accompanied with
Synchronicity events which occur in twos and threes. They occur in
Succession before the premonition is shown to me.

In the past, my premonitions did not end well. The first was the collective
Terror of many people passing away - which referred to 9/11. Of course I
Did not know what the terror was at the time of the premonition. It was not
Until after the fact that a friend brought it to my attention.

The second event was about a major earthquake which turned out to be the
Kashmir quake in Afghanistan in 2005.

The third event was a premonition about the DOW hitting the 14, 000 mark and then
It would collapse and would never recover again. What I recall happened
Here was the DOW went above 14, 000 in October, 2007; hovered for a while,
Fell and has never regain to this date.

The fourth event was my dream about a major right-wing political figure dieing
In the Spring months. This premonition related to William F.
Buckley Jr.'s passing away in February 2008.

The fifth event was another dream I had of a major earthquake. There are many
Earthquakes around the world in these days so I do not know if this is a
Verified premonition.

So as you can see all these experiences I have gone through do not end well. And now I am faced with
This 2 dilemna. What does it mean?

As I stated earlier, this is 100% true. It is not a fake story, it is not a
Hoax. This has all happened to me.

And now with the latest synchronicity events that have occurred and how it
Appears in my major medical situation leads me to believe that whatever the
Premonition is (if there is one), is it going to end badly and how bad?

I have learned over the years not to read anything into my synchronicity
Events. As I must be totally "open" to anything.

UPDATE 10/22/11 - Today, two cups, two pill bottles, two pudding cups, two
Water bottles. Today I went into another second-hand store. I was looking
For a television. The store owner over to the side, as I follow; he then
Places his hands (as to add emphasis) on two exact model, new televisions
And says "I just got these brand new. I was going to sell them as a set but
I'll let you have one for $50..." Also, there were two customers in the
Second hand store - which is unusual; because we live very rural and the
Second hand store doesn't get many visitors.

Back in May of this year, my alcoholic neighbor gave me his 2012 movie DVD.
However; I could never play it fully because it was so badly damaged with
Scratches. While I was at this second-hand store, I noticed a 2012 movie
DVD. I thought to myself, "Might as well buy it... I can't play the other
One.".

Normally, I watch my DVDs on my computer. The damaged DVD I own would hang
At a certain spot just before the logo for 2012 is shown in the video. So
While playing this new video; I was interested to see if it would make it
Passed this point in the movie. You're not going to guess what happened -
And this is 100% absolutely true. As God is my witness this is true. When
The 2012 logo came up and faded out... My motherboard fried on my computer!
So now I have two 2012 movie DVDs and no computer. (From now own, my
Updates are on a public library schedule.)

UPDATE 10/23/11 - I was sitting at the bar lounge (not drinking alcohol).
There is a jukebox that - at random times will play a random song. Two
Workers walked in the back door. Just as they step foot into the bar, the
Jukebox plays a song with the first downbeat of the first song timed exactly
As the first man set foot into the bar.

Earlier, I had walked in and sat in the middle of the bar. There were
Customers on both ends, the middle was vacant (I think 3 or 4 barstools).
There are two one dollar bills sitting on the bartop. The younger bartender
Didn't know if it was my money or somebody elses. He was "hovering"
Somewhat, I'm assuming deciding whether to snatch the bills off the bartop.
I could sense it. So I simply told him, those two dollars aren't
Mine...etc...

UPDATE 10/24/11 - I ate breakfast at Cathy's Cafe today. It is only my
Second time to eat here and it's just around the corner from my home. An
Elderly woman who is my neighbor was having breakfast as well. So we
Chatted and ate breakfast. I told her about my two egg events. She then
Tells me, that she has eggs in her home that I can have for feeding my
Dogs. To make a long story short, I go to her place. She's in a wheelchair
So she asks me to stoop down to get into the refrigerator to get the carton
Of eggs from the back. I took the carton, looked at the date label and it
Said Feb 24 11 --- I told her they were no good. She then says well you can
Have those two eggs in that other carton then.

Something is happening.

Something is happening.

I have experienced synchronicity events before and this is more pronounced
That other times. Also, other people are playing part in these events.
These are not just stories that I can conjure up. Other people are playing
Part in this. I'm being shown a message but I am not sure what. I have a
Hunch but I am too frightened to tell the public.


This update is for Thursday, October 27th...

Note to reader: Because I do not have "instant access" to the internet; I am forced to compose these updates all at once. There is very little time for correction in spelling, grammar, ideas, etc. The best I can do is print out what I type and keep to read so that I can keep all of this together.

UPDATE 10/27/11 - Before I begin this update I would like to clarify a few things. First, in my last update, my last sentence said "...I am too frightened to tell the public". I would like to clarify this statement. When I say I am too frightenend, what I actually should have said is I am too afraid for myself mostly. As all of this is happening and as I continue to record and detail all of these things, it also means revealing myself and I put my peace and tranquility at risk.

Secondly, I would like to fill-in some things about me that you, the reader, should know. I do not "live life" as millions of others individuals. I do not use cell phones. I do not own any blackberries, ipads, iphone, igadgetry, etc. The place where I live is considered somewhat remote. I live in a village of about 222 people. We are incorporated as a town but in actuality were are like a village. In our village there are 6 or so "mom and pop" operations that keep the town going. There is no ordering Chinese food or any other food for that matter, and having it delivered. There are no Starbucks here. Life here is much different. That being said; we are not 100% disconnected from the 21st century. We do have people who live here who utilize cell phones, etc. Our little village is also Wi-Fi connected. As for me; personally, I chose many years ago to distance myself from using things such as cell phones. As time has gone on, I have sequed into a way of living that is absent things that other people use to "fill their lives". I do not watch television. I own a television, but I use to watch movies I can check out at the library. When you walk into my home it is mostly quiet. There are not radios blaring. No stereos. No kids screaming. No husband or wife nagging. It's peace. 24 hours a day/7 days a week I can walk, literally, out my front door and stand in this "story-book" town, surrounded by mountains and tall evergreens. Many nights I stand outside in secluded areas nearby; and I stare at the sky, watch the stars, enjoy mother nature; while the only sound is the roaring river down below. I actually utilize all of this to meditate and think. I do a lot of meditating and a lot of thinking. My world is very small. Usually I see/converse with no more than a dozen people here in town. Things that happen in normal day-to-day life are magnified here and something as simple as a "Hello..." from a passerby can change the day.

Getting more into this latest update. The more I experience this 2 synchronicity cluster of events, the more I am forced to think back in time. The reason I say this is because of the earthquake in Turkey. Because of the recent earthquake that occurred in Turkey, I now strongly feel/believe/see that this 2 cluster of events has been going on for a while. You see, the earthquake in Turkey was seen in a dream. As you can read in my original posting; one of my premonitions was about a horrible earthquake but I was not able to verify this. I received verification this past Monday. At the National Dream Center http://www.nationaldreamcenter.com/dreamdb/earth/earthquake - look for the story titled "Poor Kaylee". The two (2) dogs in the dream are my 2 labradors. This dream/premonition was verified on Monday. And it did not take long to see it. I remember opening the web browser at the computer terminal here at the library. I saw the headline and I clicked on a link for the story. I opened the tab and from my recollection I believe there were two small images about the quake. When I saw the two images (2), I knew right then and there that this was the earthquake I dreamt of. Also, the terms that were used in the story to describe this quake said "crumbling". The key here is the word "crumbling". There were two distinct things that came out of that dream. My two dogs and the crumbling. The pictures that I first saw of the quake were eerily reminiscent of the images seen in my dream. I knew it within my heart that the images I was seeing and the words of crumbling IS the dream I experienced. So I would have to say that my dream refers to this earthquake.

UPDATE 10/25/11 - Today, 2 BPs at the café. 2 letters in the mail. One bar trick to entertain two people which includes 2 shotglasses and 2 quarters. Two separate men attempt the bar trick and both fail with the 2 quarters ending up at the bottom of the shotglass - which is a no-no. 2 exact dreams in a row.

UPDATE as of 10/26/11 - Yesterday, I had a follow-up doctor's appointment. One week ago, as I layed in the hospital bed, getting ready to be discharged; two doctors and I think it was 2 nurses were in my room. One doctor told me I want to see you in a week. OK, that was Wednesday. When she said "I want to see you in a week..." I took it literally and anchored to that. During the days I was in the hospital; and having never been there before; I noticed out my window a building attached to the hospital. I did not know what purpose the building was for. I thought it might be a clinic from all the people coming and going. When the doctor told me she wanted to see me in a week; I asked her and pointing with my finger; "Is that the clinic I'm going to?" She said "No." "You'll be going to the second clinic." Turns out the other clinic is about 7 miles away. Not a big deal. Upon discharge, the nurse gives me my paperwork with details on meds and my appt. I didn't think much of it. The follow-up doctor's appointment is so important that I anchored to "One week from today and I have to go to this other clinic in [town name withheld].".

So almost a week passes, and on Tuesday, I decide to call the clinic to verify my appointment. All was set.

Wednesday morning, it's "brrr..." cold out. I had to drive through ice fog and over the mountains and through the forest just to get to this little town where the clinic is located. I arrived late which is high unusual for me. I'm NEVER late. I hurriedly walk into the clinic and the nurse/receptionist asks "Hello. What can I do for you?" I said, "I have a 10:15". She stops and gets on the computer. She asks my date-of-birth. I tell her and she has this confused look on her face. She tells me "I don't have anything here for you...". I said, "I just talked with ya'll yesterday and it was all set up.". She asks for my first name. I tell her. She's looking on the database. She says, "Well, there's two other people with the same name here, so whoever set you up confused you with one of these people." STOP. My name is not common. And it is not common even with the first and last name. Over the years, when I tell new people I meet my name; normally, they have never met another "Floyd". So to have an error where there are two other names (phonetically sounding) as mine. What are the odds? What something more odd? During this past week leading up to the appointment and including my telephone conversation with the nurse; at no point was DATE and issue. When my doctor said "one week"...I took it literally. When I talked to the nurse, she did not say anything about DATE either. Turns out, the nurse who is looking up my appointment at the clinic tells me, "Well...the reason we can't find you is because you are two days early." "Two days?", I asked. She says, "Your appointment is on Friday...". Some what dismayed by all of this... I told her I just drove 50 miles to get here I would hate to go back home only to turn around and have to come back. She was very helpful and kind. She then "does her thing" and sets me up with an appointment at the other clinic. The "second clinic" is the clinic I originally had asked about and pointed to when the doctor was talking to me about before discharge. So, I go to my appointment and I also learned that a second diagnosis was given by the doctor.

UPDATE 10/27/11 - It's only been a few hours since waking. I am at the library. So far, two things fall in the bathroom. I go to the quickie store 2 miles away and get one-half cup of coffee. Upon entering, two men walk up and I hold the door open for them. I was in a little bit of a hurry to get to the library and wanted my coffee. The two men I held the door open for; make a beeline to the coffee. So I had to wait. I go to pay for the coffee and the lady rings me up at $2.03 - she says 2-oh-3. I look in my wallet, I only have two dollars.

These events are ramping up. And since I have no or limited external influences such as television, hordes of people, moms, dads, children, etc. My time is spent in solitude. Literal solitude. Out here with mother nature. These events are leading me down a path that is somewhat worrying me.

As the next few days pass; I will continue the process of putting two and two together and on paper with drawings and text. This cluster of "2" event is going to get bigger. And I can say that confidently because there is more to these 2 events than I have shared thus far.

I will keep posting...
MsEliz (1 posts)
 
13 years ago (2011-10-27)
Hi Floyd,

I see this as the two parts of your ownself. That is the physical and spirtual man in one world/plane. The Bible also refers to as inner man. So in a sense, maybe this is representing the coming together of these two worlds currently. Of course your spirit man is stronger and that is what you now need to focus on.
We only tend to see the physical side now and can only see good or bad on this side. Whether you continue on, or this body fades, Don't be discouraged, there is a stronger YOU:) ❤
RookDygin (5 stories) (324 posts)
 
13 years ago (2011-10-24)
Floyd,

Eagleclaw has a wonderful point as does Anne V. Now I'd like to take a look at the number 2 itself...

In numerology the number 2 repesents; Balance. Union. Receptive. Yin.

So it seems you may be 'open' to another premoniton. (Keying in on the Receptive part here...)

The best way to vailidate things of that nature is to write them down in advance... Perhaps even publish them here on this site. By doing so a record will be automaticly generated based on the dates they are published. Please keep us updated and keep talking to us.

Respectfully,

Rook
Kristinmay (1 stories) (5 posts)
 
13 years ago (2011-10-23)
Hi,
I also agree with Eagleclaw. The mind is very powerful and if you continue to think something bad will come out of this, then something bad will happen. If you think positively, it will be influenced to become a positive event. Now it's true that some things are inevitable and this may be a foresight of bad things to come and you may not be able to stop that, but what's the harm in trying to make it positive? I've experienced things like this, as has my dad. When I was younger, whenever I was having a bad day, I would focus on those bad things that had happened and my day would continuously get worse. Now I have realized that I should do the opposite. Now, when something bad occurs, I think to myself that everything happens for a reason and I try my best to keep a positive attitude and it really brightens up my day and it turns out pretty good, minus the one bad thing that had already happened. So truly, I believe if you think positively about this situation and keep hope that your medical condition will improve, it will. Don't focus on the negative, it will only cause things to happen negatively. I hope everything turns out fine for you and I will pray for you.
~Kristin
TIGERKING (2 stories) (70 posts)
 
13 years ago (2011-10-21)
hello.

I agree with Eagle claw about the power of thought. With me, I follow the course of nature and let things pan out. This is with the direction on how things work, not the seperate life we must also live.

And think about it, all these minds thinking doomsday 2012... Thats a lot of focused thought.
quixoticqt (2 stories) (53 posts)
+2
13 years ago (2011-10-21)
Thank you for sharing your story with us.
I have to say that's an intriguing id name you have given yourself; For those who will make it in the end times will "run to the hills" or be up in the mountains.
Eagleclaw is right.
Especially about the praying part. Prayer is powerful asset, it can change things. If it doesn't then on your part it would make it less of an "overload."
Praying helps me relax. When I know something bad is going to happen (I sometimes get the feeling) it's like all my muscles tighten up in my body and it's kind of uncomfortable so when I pray, I get a little more relaxed and the tenseness isn't as cringing.
❤ Qt
AnneV (4 stories) (1064 posts) mod
+2
13 years ago (2011-10-21)
Premonitions aside I think this is a reminder to all of us. There is the little picture and then there is the big picture. You, me and most others know that these negative events are or will be unfolding. We know because that is life here on earth. Everything you've had a premonition about was awful but awful is a mainstay here on earth. It was thousands of years ago and nothing has changed ever since. There will always be attacks, war, murder and mayhem.

You are dying but so are the rest of us. For all those having worried over Y2K and those worrying over 2012, the outcome is still the same; you may or may not die at that time but death you will face at some time. We shouldn't need some end date to get the bigger picture, which is, make the most of your short stay here and be good to others. Try and develop higher qualities so that your afterlife, however you want to perceive that, is of a higher nature. This short stint has large and lasting repercussions.

As of today, there is some preacher out there (in the headlines) giving end dates for the world (the first date passed but today is the second one - another two for you). I do not know about you or anyone else reading this post, but I need no one to tell me that today could be my last day. I am ready. I have forgiven those who have trespassed on me but the hardest forgiveness was for myself and all the wrong I've done in this life to others. It pained me to have to reflect on that and it took me considerably longer to get to that same point of forgiveness but I did. I also refrain from judgment because I'm the last one to be throwing stones. I give more than people say I should. I try so hard to be the best person I can and to love even hard to love strangers. Are you, reader, ready?

So thank you Floyd for that reminder and sharing such an interesting account of your synchronicities.

This will be the last submission for the weekend but what a good one for us to think about.

Anne
Eagleclaw (386 posts)
+2
13 years ago (2011-10-21)
Hello,
I believe every word that you have written. I would like the opportunitty to help you in this very emotional stressful time. I'm asking you to try something new. So, here we go. First, please know that the mind is a very powerful thing. What you believe to be true will be. It is true that the eggs came in two and that you have had a major medical incident. These have been shown to you. But, the future has not been shown yet. Here is where you come in. From this point on you can try to say a mantra to yourself that two good things will be shown to you. Positive thinking creates positive beliefs. You can have the ability to "will" a positive outcome. Yes, you will be shown two things. It's just that it is better to dwell on positive affirmations than negative ones. It's a change in mindset. I'm not saying that it will stop the 2 bad things from showing themselves but you will have a better chance with positive thinking. And, I've had major medical incidents that I believed I would not recover from so this is why I now only think positive thoughts. I've been there. I understand how you feel. I wish I could tell the future for you but I can't. I only know that you feel as if doom is coming and you want to know if it is true. And, a lot of praying to God helps in many ways too. I hope this helps you in some way. And, I have nothing but best wishes for you and your outcome.

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