Unexplained And Not Crazy

My story started as a child. Every time someone in my family would die I would get extremely nauseated the exact time of their death and I wouldn't know they actually died until later. Growing older I was able to have really short visions of accidents or deaths, like a five second video in my head, and then to see it come true only days later. It was always people I did not know. As a teenager I could see auras and still don't know why. I could feel whether a place was good or bad. I could smell things no one else could smell and feel things no one else could feel. Not understanding what was happening to me was so frightening and I could not talk to anyone about it because they would just say I was crazy. After getting married and starting a family things kept happening. I could just think of calling my child into the room where I was and they would come asking me what I wanted. Crazy right? One of my sons could see people that were not there when he was only 8 and 9 years old. At this point, I learned to block as much as possible and taught him to do the same. I haven't read auras in many years but I can still see them if I focus really hard. I can still sense things around me in certain places. We lived in a house once that was so strange it scared everyone of us. We went and had our preacher bless our house and all was good for about three months. Then it started again with a vengeance. My son's girlfriend was attacked in the shower, my baby was being isolated in a room by himself, sounds, smells, feelings of dread and fear overwhelmed us. We moved without a second thought. Actually we moved twice since then. Even where we are now, I feel as though I am being watched and at times I will feel someone place their hand gently on my mid back. My senses are not as strong as they once were because of my fear and need to block it out. However, I still feel something. I don't know what to do or who to even talk to. It is such a relief to find this site and read similar experiences. At least I know I am not crazy. It is really bothering me because several family members have just mentioned the feeling of being watched in my home and mainly at night. What is going on? Can anyone give me a speech of encouragement?