I first realized I had an ability when I was in my late teens. I started hearing people saying hello to me and saying my name as though they were in same room as me and I'd respond back, not realizing that I was alone at the time.
Then I started having premonitions about places I'd later find and enter, or find for sale or find in a holiday brochure.
Then came more disturbing premonitions, knowing about death and near deaths, and knowing that some of them are not over yet, and more deaths will occur. Awful knowing, but I can't stop it, just wait for it to happen. You make little gestures, and they literally bite you in the ass, and deep in your mind, you keep getting dejavu's that you just knew it was going to happen anyway.
Then there's premonitions that keep you searching and searching for the truth, and have still not found the truth yet, it's as though I have been told to stop searching, because one day you will find. I just have to be patient. And it's very annoying, when you know it's so real, because you've been told it's real.
Trying to find 2 places in particular, a children's home in Cambuslang in Ayeshire, that was run by a woman and her 3 daughters, want to know more about them and the children's home, and an haunted building, large building with a black metal fence, black metal gate, with a large pond outside by door, with so many rooms. A young family died there, children were playing on the floor, parents on piano, and maybe there was a dog, and they were killed by carbon monoxide poisoning, it was also haunted. He lived in the attic.
He may have killed more people. A young couple. But no idea where it is.
I also hear people from the spirit world, and feel them poke me and see their ghostly spirits. I've seen many spirits, you either get used to it, or you don't.
Now I'm hearing noises every time I put my head on pillow, I like to sleep on my side, but last two nights, I've had to sleep on my back so I don't hear the noises.
Also another cool thing I do, that's hear music and chat in your head whenever you want, sometimes it just starts up and never stops.
Now I have started to learn to see aura's, been practicing on birds, quite interesting.
First spirit I ever saw was a thin black shadow of a man in front of a fiery red wall, in my bedroom. We happened to glimpse at each other before Everything went black, figured he was shy. He came back at least 3 times in night then I never saw him again. Who was he I ask?