People say that seeing is believing, but what about visions? Do they count too? Because they usually come true or are about to come true. And sometimes they show me the history about something, for example once I held a book, a dictionary to be exact, and I saw my mother as a teenager flipping through it to look for a word. I knew I wasn't seeing things when my mother actually told me once a while later to take good care of the dictionary because she had brought it over from Taiwan (it's a Chinese dictionary) and had used it through some of her childhood. Does this mean anything? Or am I just imagining things? But also, if I concentrate closely on something, I can usually see the future/outcome of that particular object or person.
So is seeing believing in my situation? Then there is also the case of my dreams. I can see somewhat significant cases in the future if I exert much energy worrying about it the day before. Once, I was worrying about my friend because she hadn't been to school and she never answered my calls, emails, or text messages during that period of time. But when I hit my "climax" of worrying, I finally had gotten a dream (or more of a nightmare) of a person who was a close friend of hers and he had committed suicide. Then when she had got back, she told us she was mourning for a close family friend that had suicide, and then a few days later they held a funeral at our high school. So is this just a coincidence? Because this was only one of many times I had gotten these "dreams" that sooner or later became true.
Again (like in my last story) I wish someone will help me out with what is going on. Thank you.