I have had some sort of ability since I was 6 years old (I'm fourteen at the moment). I would hear a voice calling my name, and saw things in my bedroom usually at night, but sometimes during day as well. They were shadow-looking body parts. Usually I saw hands moving along my bedroom walls and forming on my window, like when you press your hand to a foggy mirror. This voice never left me alone and I started to see white faces, on posters, in my dreams, even on my teacher a couple of times. These white faces didn't have eyes, noses or mouths, so kind of faces without faces. They freaked me out more than a little, but then everything seemed to stop for a while. Only 2 years ago things started happening again. I started hearing my name again, and seeing shadow hands in my room. I also saw this doll that kept turning around on my desk. It was more like a mannequin, actually, and I don't know why, but it in particular scared me.
In my room, I have a poster of a tiger. A few nights ago it turned into an image of people with white faces. There were 5 people, 4 woman and 1 man, dressed up like old times, with bonnets and were sitting in very proper poses too, with their backs straight and hands gently overlapping. Because it had all stopped for years, I was terrified when I saw the faces again. In the morning, I went to take the poster down, but I just couldn't. As much as everything scares me, I very much want to understand it.
Also, I seem to have a very close connection with trees. I'm not sure if this means anything, but sometimes I sort of zone-out, and if I'm outside, I always want to go over to the nearest tree and talk to it. If I press my hands to it, feel a sort of tingle go up my arms. It's not bad or anything, just strange. Then sometimes I see the leaves forming a pair of eyes. If I snap back into it, nothing like this happens. I feel absolutely insane. I confided in my aunt, who I believe is a bit psychic, even if she doesn't think so, and she sighed and gave me a necklace with a rose quartz on it. She walked into a shop 2 weeks before, and sensed that I needed that necklace. I wear it all the time, and it seems to calm me down. I've seen shadows that look like people before, and the necklace takes away my fear. I know a little about the rose quartz, but not much. I love that necklace, it keeps me very balanced and I don't like taking it off.
I suppose what I'm asking is what's going on with me? I really feel like I'm going insane. I would appreciate some information on why I feel so strongly toward this stone, and if I do have some sort of power.
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