So about 4 years ago I asked for what I thought was a curse to be taken away, any way possible. I was feeling emotions from people I did not know. Not one person but many at one time. It was hard to tell what I was feel in the mess of emotions coming my way. I could also tell if someone was pregnant. This did not bother me to much. I had dreams as well that where so vivid that I thought I was there.
There where little things as well that would happen. Like I would think of a song that I had not heard in some time and it would come on some times in minutes some times hours, movies as well. I could also tell if the unborn child was going to to be a girl or a boy, and some times if there was some thing wrong with the babies.
My mother also told me that as a young child weird things happened. Like the radio turning off and on when I walked by it. I also remember seeing what I called The Man in the Wall a guide In a way. I do not remember him so much now. I could see him until the age of ten or so. I could always know when my cousin (best friend) was coming from another state. Also if something was wrong with him.
I always had these things happen to me and never really understood what it was. My mother also said my father was the same way some times, and would never talk to her about it. I wonder if I can get these abilities back and learn to control them? Maybe even enhance them to a point where they can be helpful to people.
I some times feel like I can almost touch the ability but then it slips away. The closest I get to anything close to what I used to be able to do, is when I look some one in the eye. I can some times (if I really try) tell things about there past. I even here a whisper in my ear of things from the people I am trying to read.
You also say you can't read him.
Ask and pray to see if he truly does not want you to read him.