In the past two years I have been affected by changes in the way my brain works. It is not constant but I am learning to control it and am also getting more comfortable with it. Things are often familiar, like I have been in the situation before, but sometimes I can remember a specific time in the past when I had foreseen the then present. I remember the feelings I had towards the situation when I had the vision, and the feelings I had when I was in the situation, they are often different. At the point of the vision I sometimes had a cockiness about myself, which I am a little ashamed of.
I believe some of these visions were forgotten naturally, but some of these memories were erased by a higher power (no religious link intended). At first I was paranoid and angry for this, thinking like some one was controlling me. But now I realize that it was for my own good, to better myself through a transition phase. Also that I may have played a part in mapping my life plan and this was part of it.
I've also realized that sometimes my premonitions are not all fact, they may include my thoughts and feelings about the situation when it happens. So I'm learning to read the underlying facts. When this happens though it's usually what I think you would call a remote viewing of the future, when I'm not actually in the locations of the events. When the recollection of the premonition is strong is when I've made a connection to the energy from the future when having the vision. It's like following a trail, being led and compelled to follow. When this happens is when I have a clear knowledge of both the premonition stage and the event stage.
I also had a brief but very intense vision of my deceased grandfather about six months before this all started happening, he smiled and waved to me. I am no longer freaked out by seeing the future or the spirit world and am humbled by it. I believe I am ready to progress now and with my mind intensifying but in a calm, collected way (which is an important lesson to learn) I think it won't be long.
I would really like anyone to contact me directly with similar experiences, especially about following a trail of energy which is intense in both the vision and event stages.
My e-mail address is aikiandrew (at) hotmail.com
I don't check it often but will get back as soon as possible, bye.
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Why is it that you want "evil" in your life? Is it because you feel alone, outcasted from everyone else? I will tell you everyone feels like that even the social butterflies. The best thing you can do is to look inside yourself, find who you are, and what your passions are, and follow your passions. Eventually, you will find some form of peace and joy. Besides, there are many devils and poison does not need to be seen to take full effect.
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