I'm in my first year of high-school, and I am a female who has always been very close to God. I have always felt like I was different, but just lately I have felt like I belong more. Yet, last year, was the first time I saw something happen, something random, and I knew I had seen it before. Ever since then I have been having these severe cases of deja vu, I guess that would be the best way to describe it. This year, it has been the strongest.
It happens very often. Just earlier today, the radio was announcing a contest, but I knew what he was going to say because I heard it said before. Perhaps in a dream, that's when I'm pretty sure I see things before they happen. Our school went on a trip, and immediately I recognized a part of the building that I had seen before. In addition to this, 3 times, when I have been alone in my house, I have heard someone whisper my name in my ear. None of my family believes me, and that just makes me feel so alone and confused. My old school friend's mother said she was psychic, and foretold many things in my friends life that came true. She said I was psychic, which actually thrilled me, but deep down, I didn't think it was true. Now I know shes right. I like being different this way, and I wish there was some way to hone my "capabilities", but I don't know who to turn to.
I was thinking about talking to a professional psychic, but I can't afford to spend money on someone who might be a fraud. And I have a lot of doubt in my friend's mom because a lot of the stuff she said seemed made up, though a lot did come true. I also have a very religious English teacher, and when I told him about it, he said I "may have a gift", but I'm not sure if he really did think that. Is it against my religion to think that I can see the future? To use Tarot cards? Because I don't want to loose God. I CANT loose God, but I need to figure this out. Can somebody help me? Can anyone relate? I just don't want to feel so crazy anymore. I just want someone to believe me.