Finding Out Who I Am Spiritually And Paranormal Activity

Hello, my name is Kyle, I am 15 years of age and since the day I was born I have been told I am extremely spiritual at least 14 times now.

I'm not too sure how to begin so I'm just going to get straight to the point and tell you what I have seen;

.I Regularly see white feathers, which for a fact I know is my Grandad because my mother too is huge on spirits and knows how to communicate with them and knows a lot more than I ever thought I thought someone could, and regularly finds them. I was having my GCSE Mocks last year, and what did I see? A white feather fall down from the ceiling and land on my desk, I got an A:)

.Whenever I go to bed a huge black mist/shadow appears in my room and I can often feel it come into my face and breathing on me, but it is not happy and does not act as if it wants me there or wants me near it.

.Children laughing, children crying from the attic of my house.

.When on holiday to Cyprus I saw my Grandad hold my mothers hand as we both dived into the waves, followed by fish's hopping out the water in multiple colours and shapes- so I asked my step-brother if he see's them and replied with the usual "your crazy."

.I get splitting headaches when I go to school, then I hear people laughing at me when no-one is around.

.I have a friend Ashleigh who unfortunately has a passed brother, and I have never met him before/gone to her house, but I somehow managed to draw her whole house, rooms and all, and the very spot her brother died. She then proceeded to go out for a walk and I warned her not to because I had the feeling that she would see her brother dead, in the spot he died, and she did.

.Orbs and figures always manage to pop up in photos when I take them.

.I constantly feel as if I'm being watched

.The only time that any of this has ever scared me was when I was laying in bed about to get ready for school, when an extremely loud "HELP." was screamed into my ear (presumably by the mist/shadow that watches me sleep) and I became very flustered but I felt as if this person generally wanted help from me, and did not want to help me.

.Re-occurring dreams that I had as a child, when a black dot on a plain yellow surface gradually started shaking, then increased its shaking motion until I woke up very sweaty, followed by seeing faces whenever I blink.

Sorry to ramble, there are many, MANY, different stories that I have such as angels talking to me/touching me, but I don't want to bore you.

Does ANYBODY have ANY explanation of what I could be?

What I can do to communicate with these people?

Why am I like this?

Ouiji board is not an option, they scare me to an extreme.

I have used MANY different dream cards/prediction equipment and it never fails on me, but I need to take this further.

Can anybody explain any of this?

If your going to tell me to get rid of the entities in my room then I honestly don't think I should, sometimes they just get more angry.

Please, please help me find out what I am.

Kyle x