Am I Crazy?

Thanks. Thats true.
Since knowledge is the key to power. Is there anyway for what ever the matter with me is, to get stronger? And is it possible for you to know when your posessed? I'm just curious.
Also if anything about what I see or hear changes. I'll be sure to post it.

I feel sad and worried for you but at least I read once that if you are questioning if you are crazy you likely aren't, right? So that's good. Keep me posted on this! This is very interesting, although maybe less so for you since you just want it to stop. But you know, when I first started experiencing intense vibrations at night, accompanied by loud noises - I was so freaked out I thought I was maybe being posessed. But I've since learned that it can be a key to lucid dreaming/OBE. Now I do not fear them. Knowledge is really the key to power with this sort of thing.

Thanks, your advice really helped. I hope to learn more about what's going on. I don't want to be scared anymore.

WOW - I don't know what to tell you, that is really scary sherry! The thing is - it is hard to recommend going to see a psychologist, because they might just put you on drugs and think you've got some mental issues. Maybe you do - but there is one thing I've learned through my experiences with the "unnatural" in the past five months... And that is that many things and ways exist that we do not understand. What you are experiencing could be something that simply just cannot be explained by science, and therefore science would not be the route you need. I googled "Seeing shadow figures" and TONS came up. Girl, you are not alone! Google it right now.

My experience is far different from yours, but in my opinion the best thing you can do is: 1) Realize that you are not alone, research this, get all the information you can on it. You will never experience a problem that someone has not written about in a book. 2) Meditate. Harness your mind and learn to control your thoughts, meditation can really help bring about a feeling of calm. 3) You may want to look into herbal incenses and magick. I do some little herbal spells in my apartment to dispel negativity, and feel it really works. Llwellyn Worldwide sells tons of books and I recommend Scott Cunningham.

I think that this "gift" has occured in your for a reason - not because a god gave it to you, but because your energies have made it so that these things can happen to you. Remember that good and evil are relational. One cannot exist without the other. Fire is good and can keep you warm until it burns you. My advice is to first alter the way you see these experiences in your mind, then follow them through and see what happens.

I will send positive thoughts to you tonight during my meditation, may they help you find strength.

you may or may not be crazy. I'm from a crazy family and it goes through my family line. My family has psychic powers, and most of them numb their powers to oblivion by drinking. I'm trying to hone my skills. But trying to find things out is good. Shadows are everywhere and they do move. Need more info you can email me at ravengirl_90 [at] hotmail.com