My name is Bella and I've never posted anything like this on anything before. This is about what I think my past life is and what I was. It's pretty unexplainable. Perhaps you guys can make sense of it.
Ever since I was very young and able to understand most of the world around me (I'd say about 10 years old or so) I've have this intense feeling that I was a demon in a past life. I've always felt that I was being hindered somehow in my "human form." I can't explain why I feel like I was a demon rather than anything or anybody else but I know in my heart I was. I'm not an evil person and I do not believe my past self was evil and I have a feeling demons in general (such as humans) are not evil or bad. This feeling is so strong that I use images of demons in my artwork, I write about them and research them constantly. I think it's also important to note that I've never had contact with a demon or felt any sort of strange presence in my life and I'm 22 now. Like I said, this is just a very intense innate feeling that I've had for a very, very long time now that is very unexplainable.
If it makes any difference at all I was raised Catholic (I no longer associate with that religion) but my family is very loving, warm, supportive of my life choices and worldly. I don't think my being raised in this religion had anything to do with it. However, I do distinctly remember listening to the priest in church and having a heavy feeling of disagreement when he spoke badly of demons.
So guys, opinions?
If you really want to see who and what you looked like in a past life than you can find someone who does past life regression. I did it. It was a gift from my neice. Well, it confirmed my original thoughts about my past lives and is when I was introduced to my spirit guide too. It turns out that I have had about 17 past lives. Mostly shamins, witch doctor and nuns. Always someone with abilities. Sometimes if I meditate on it I can usually get a vision of one of my lives. Your past lives are a part of you. Its part of what makes you who you are. And, yes there are many people walking around that appear human but are really not or are part human. I have seen them myself. And, no I am not a nut. Also, a few psychics in the past have told me that I have a very negative energy that surrounds me. Yet, I would not intentionally hurt a fly. What I'm trying to say is go and meet your true self and hold your head up high. Be happy that you can see your true self. I wish more people would look within more often. Hope this helps.