Who Is Visiting Me

By vlw1987
(1 stories) (0 posts) (the author is a young adult)
Date: 2010-08-24
Country: United Kingdom
Category: Channeling / Guides

I am 23years old. And for the last 6 years have been experiencing serious spells of depression, self harm and attempted suicide. I admit that I have always been a little skeptic of 'spiritual experiences' my mother is a very spiritual person and never tries to 'push it on us'.

I am just after a little help, and maybe some guidance from people. Three and a half years ago. I had a major road traffic accident. THANKFULLY I did not injure or crash in to anyone else. The cause of this accident was entirely my own and I do not pretend otherwise. I was cut and lifted free from the vehicle by fire crew, it took over an hour and half to free me. I was then rushed to the local hospital. I was in and out of consciousness all night and cannot remember much. The accident was pretty horrific, in fact the gentleman who recovered my vehicle from the crash site, thought that I had been killed in the vehicle. The thing I need help and maybe advice or opinions from others is that I cannot remember crashing the vehicle. I can't remember actually hitting the wall, losing control or anything. I want to know what caused me to not remember? And also, I had no injuries a few cuts on my head, and very black eyes and bruised chest from the safety belt. What protected me. Could it of been something 'spiritual'?

Next thing. Since I tried to take my own life last year I have been visited by a man always at night when I wake, but I never see his face it's like he is a shadow. He never talks to me or does anything, just stands at the foot of my bed just silhouetted. A few months ago he came with two ladies, they stood either side of him. Again the said nothing and I could only see the outline of them, just a black shadow. I never feel scared of him or his companions. They do not frighten me, and mostly I wake to see them there and then go straight back to sleep.

Last night I didn't see 'my man' as I now call him. But I saw what I think was a lady. Just her eyes and her nose and cheek bones, no colours just black and white. I think I am going mad. I am not scared of these I just don't know why I am seeing them, and what they are. Are they looking after me? Warning me? Who is it?

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The following comments are submitted by users of this site and are not official positions by psychic-experiences.com. Please read our guidelines and the previous posts before posting. The author, vlw1987, has the following expectation about your feedback: I will participate in the discussion and I need help with what I have experienced.

Rashidah (guest)

14 years ago (2010-08-28)

ok you all I understand where you all are coming from. But I believe as he said in his last post that he was not pushing his beliefs on anyone.

So we can stop bickering now 😐

zen (guest)

14 years ago (2010-08-28)

Iunderstand, this isn't the site to push your views on to others, respect their views and they will respect yours.

Iunderstand (3 stories) (153 posts)

14 years ago (2010-08-28)

To Adaryn7- I didn't say Christianity is the only way, I said Christ is the only way. I can't stand modern Christianity. It is an organization of blind people that blind other people. They don't teach the truth. They don't teach HOW to love or HOW to achieve purpose. Without love and without purpose your existence is lower than that of an animal, even animals have purpose.

The question you should ask is why have I said that Christ is the only way... Also, what WAY am I speaking of. Rather than trying to oppose my words, please try and understand where they come from. Am I simply some parrot? Or do my words have origin in something else other than simply another human beings "truth".

How can truth be true unless it is absolute and one? If truth is relative, then truth is really nothing more than whatever the majority believes at any given time.

Truth is not simply a word or ideal. Truth is a living person and His name is Christ. We do not define truth, truth defines us.

My purpose is not to oppose but rather to share. I would like for others to share with me, even if what you share is different from what I say, I would still like to read it.

Definition is found many ways, difference and comparison are 2 of many ways. The greatest form of definition is when one higher than you seeks to give you definition. Christ is the highest, thus His definition is truest.

Adaryn7 (6 stories) (460 posts)

14 years ago (2010-08-28)

Iunderstand:

Thankyou for using paragraphs.

I agree with what you said about spirits. Always treat a spirit as you would any stranger--be polite, but do not let them do anything inappropriate, such as touch you, mess with your things, frighten you, etc. They have no right to do this.

Trust your intuition vlw1987: even if a spirit appears in a fair form, you usually will be able to sense whether it has good intentions or not.

I "understand" your views, Iunderstand, but I think you are not making allowances for the fact that others do not subscribe to the same faith as you. It's great that you have found a way to express yourself spiritually, but please try not to be so fundamentalist about it (eg. "Christ is the only way"). He may be YOUR way of understanding the world, but that does not mean the Christian faith is right for everyone.

Blessed be
Adaryn

Iunderstand (3 stories) (153 posts)

14 years ago (2010-08-27)

I may not know as much about spirits and such as other people but depression and suicidal tendencys is as familiar to me as my own reflection. Concerning spirit guides let me just ask you one question... Would you leave a complete stranger in your home, that you have never met and never seen before, unattended. I'm not saying meditation is bad but to allow unknown spirits into your body is completely stupid. Demons love to dress up like angels and even after they have become a part of you they can remain beautiful and even seem to help you. Sheep are so dumb that they don't even struggle when they are lead to the slaughter house.

Christ is the only way. He will save you if you ask Him. I know this as fact. I myself have suffered greatly for a long time, I know what it feels like to hate living. I remember when my record for consecutive "good days" wouldn't ever last longer than 2 days. I would go on for months at a time hating every day, hating everyone, and hating everything. When I say that Christ has saved me, I'm not simply parroting nonsence I learned in Sunday school or happy go lucky self help books.

I can tell you what I have learned if you want, tell you the very same techniques for learning how to experience true happiness that I myself use on a daily basis. Know this, there is a difference between true happiness and the lack of pain and need. Just because you aren't in pain doesn't mean that you feel good. Deep and lasting happiness is real, I experience it every day.

Here's my email, rountree11b (at) Gmail.com. I really hope to here from you. I don't like to say that iv "helped" a lot of people, I prefer the term "encouraged". Have a blessed and peaceful day.:)

Adaryn7 (6 stories) (460 posts)

14 years ago (2010-08-27)

Hi there

I'm so sorry that you have been through such a hard time. I agree with what others have said already, trauma can mess with your memory. Also, I wonder if the accident has made you appreciate your life more...? I do believe that you could have been protected, the accident may have been a sort of "wake-up call" in this case.

If you are not scared of these beings then they probably do not mean you harm. They may be ghosts, guides, or shadow people.

I suggest paying the Spiritual Experiences website a little visit. The moderator has good advice on ways to change your thinking. I also recommend practicing meditation, working on your chakras, and shielding. Check out Anne V's articles on this site too.

I hope this helps, please keep us updated on what happens.

Peace and blessed be
Adaryn7

Lyra (5 stories) (47 posts)

14 years ago (2010-08-27)

Is there anything about the man and the ladies that you remember vividly? Anything specific ex. Their attitudes, shoes, clothes, hair, body shape, posture? These things can tell you a lot about why they were there, example: a really high standing perfect posture or serious demeanor might tell if they were there warning you of something.

I wish you luck.

Rain (4 stories) (191 posts)

14 years ago (2010-08-27)

You had a near death experience probably. It probably is why you now see spirits. If you don't fear these shadow people, at least treat them with caution. I've learned to be wary of any spirit that's 'darker than black'.

If they are truely shadow people and not shadows, then they truely might be watching over you. I can't say for sure. Incidentally shadow people are simply ghosts, whereas shadows are maleficient dark energy.

I truely don't believe you're going mad. You type like someone in their right mind.
You are just someone encountering something you've never heard of before.

I believe that your crash might have triggered a near death experience and forced your third eye open, leaving you able to see the etheric world much easier.

That's a why, if not a what who when or how. I hope I've been some help.

lindajean (5 stories) (109 posts)

14 years ago (2010-08-26)

Thank God you are alright!
When we are in a horrific situation sometimes our body goes numb and our memory is blank. The reason is to protect us from the traumatic event.
I have every reason to believe that our "Guides" or "Angels" also protect us.
When I was younger I had attempted suicide 3x's 😢 I thank God everyday that I got through that tough time. You will to someday.
I think "someone" is watching out for you. They want you to know they are there, but don't want to show their identity. 😊 Your not afraid of them because you know they are there to protect you.
Stay strong! Take care ❤

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