Good Morning Everyone,
I got to get something off my chest and I know this may sound weird to some and I feel awful about this and I don't know who else I can share this with. On August 14th a friend of a friend died. I didn't know this guy very well. We will say his name is Ernie for confidential reasons. I talked to him online here and there and I saw him once last year.
I was on facebook one day a month ago and I went to this guy's profile and kept looking at his picture and his status updates. Out of nowhere I got this overwhelming feeling and said to myself, "he is not going to live much longer." I can't really explain why I got this feeling, but it was strong. I actually shed a tear. Well on Friday night, he died in his sleep. It is like I knew it was going to happen before it did. I was up until 4 am this morning consoling his Ernie's best friend, who I am very good friends with. I feel awful. I almost feel like it is my fault. I didn't wish death on him, I just felt it was going to happen. Has this ever happened to anyone? I feel horrible now. Here I am consoling his best friend and it is almost like I knew this was going to happen.
What does this mean? Was this just a one time experience, or will I go through something like this again? Is this a gift, or is this a curse? I am scared out of my wits over this and I feel I have no one to talk to and no one who will understand me without thinking I am crazy. My heart breaks for my friend and I almost feel like my thoughts were the cause of this.
Of course you did not "wish him to death", that's ridiculous. All things, when you break them down, are nothing but energy and information--even modern science agrees with this. There is not true separation between us, energy is constantly flowing from one to another, which is why psychic experiences are possible.
This may happen again, but it may not. I think that will be up to you. I've heard that sometimes we get senses of tragic events as a way of our Guides or our higher selves or God telling us that "here they are! You have psychic ability!" and that you're ready for it. But of course, it's up to you whether you feel you're ready to pursue that avenue or not.
Hope this helps, and I hope that your friend recovers from what has happened soon.
Blessings
Adaryn7