A lot of people say that those with bipolar disorder come with several gifts. I can feel bad or evil presences in the room and usually tell where they are in accordance to myself. I also have seen things such as shadows that others can not. My friend has this demon that follows her every where and once at her apartment I saw a shadow go by followed by her dog barking. My friend was puzzled as to why the dog randomly started barking... But I knew. I've had several experiences like this and my friends tell me to just keep quiet. Lol.
The one thing I really want help with is I have these nightmares. Not like once and they're gone, but they repeat. They're not the demonic ones, for I haven't made any connections with those yet. But the repetitious ones, in the nightmare it looks like some place I've never been. But as I go along with life as I'm awake, Ill walk into these places that I haven't been to before, ill recognize a room, an object, or a building and instantly recall the entire dream in about one second. When I recognize something, its every little detail, not some vague idea. Ill give some examples: I was going to my boyfriends dads house, looked down a street and then said there's going to be a rose bush on the gate when we get to the next street. Sure enough, we keep driving and boom! There's a rose bush on the gate. Another one was I was going to a party at Lake Las Vegas and there was a dock/building thing jutting into the lake. Completely recognized it. One in Utah on the way to Zion, I saw a house on the left, and said there's going to be a house up here, sure enough a few houses down... There it was. The house I ran to for safety in that dream. Crazy right? Those are just places in the US. Let me just say, I've never left the country. But, I was looking at Italian Villas online, just for fun. I was looking through the rooms in a house, and looking at one picture realized I recognized it. Clicked to the next picture. Recognized it as well. This happened for about 4 or 5 pictures. This is what puzzled me, for I've NEVER been to Italy. But Id like to. There's been many other incidents like this where ill go about life and land on some building or room that's detail for detail like my nightmare. Its never a good dream, its not the worst, but... Walking into a room from a night mare is quite trippy. Id like to know if this has any symbolism to any thing psychic.
I've also had deja vu experiences, but not the type where I can tell what will happen next. I only know its deja vu while I'm in the moment. I may know the next few sentences but its never anything important.:/
If anyone can help me figure out the meanings of these, I would appreciate it.
Xo,
Alyssa
I'm bi polar also, and I constantly feel and see things I feel like I'm going mad, I've been this way since I was young, I'm afraid of being alone because I feel presences, I feel I can never sit quietley no tv or radio because I hear and see things. Is thsi because I'm bi polar or is there something there? I have dreams where I'm concious, and repeat dreams, flashes back later to the whole dream in a split second almost feels like I'm being pushed to the dream memory for a reason. I try to push all this away this is the first time I'm opening up about this as I can't continue like this not knowing! Please help! X