Over the years I have noticed that my powers change, generally my powers are used for positive means (I will explain in a moment) my powers are extremely varied, and they are mainly used to effect my life and they are used to manipulate the world around me.
I have noticed that when I want to, I have strong abilities that stem from my negative emotions, thoughts, environment, etc. These abilities are and I will do my best to explain: stronger, more powerful, destructive and manipulative forms of my regular abilities.
I have used these abilities to manipulate the lives of those I hated, and caused very negative storms, summoned powerful demon spirits, and may have caused illness.
I don't know about these abilities, but I haven't used them in a long time, since I learned about the negative effects, and the dark energy released from it (the auras I see that emanate from my use of those abilities are dead black, it totally obscures my vision, I need to prevent my vision of auras in order to see.
I want to know if anyone else experiences these abilities, and what are they normally used for? Is there a positive way for these abilities to be used? Is it normal for abilities to react this way to emotions?