Recently ok maybe not I mean I've always known I was different but I soon discovered what I am, I am a clairsentient. So I can feel energy from spirits and from people, I know when there angry and such and sometimes it can be quite painful. Anyways so I also see things sometimes not clearly at all but shapes or lights out of the corner of my eyes and I can see auroras. I sometimes hear things, but never make them out. I also can predict things from dreams and by feelings, like if something bad is going to happen I'll feel it and sometimes it becomes painful.
So I'm terrified although I appreciate this gift it scares me. I feel like a freak and I have no one to talk to about it without them saying I'm crazy and need help. Although I do talk to one of my friends, Kristen, she can only predict things though and I'm the one helping her most of the time. I feel so alone sometimes and seeing these things really scares me. How can I calm myself when I'm confronted? I just saw one sitting outside my back door and it scared me completely.
You see I do love my gifts because I can read good and bad people and things, but I would like to improve my skills and myself. I need to know what I can do to improve these skills so I can not only understand them and use them properly, but so I can help those who come to me for help. So any advice is helpful thanks.