I don't really know what's wrong with me. Well I'm 15 and I always feel weird. I go to sleep everyday sometimes I have dreams, but when I do have the dreams maybe a week or two it comes true. By the time it comes true it's like I'm having déjà vu. I can't describe why but I just do. My family and friends look at me like I'm crazy or just plain weird. I know when I'm getting the déjà vu either I even start the sentence before they can even start it or I do what they were thinking. They always tell me how you knew I was going to say that or do that. I just tell them I have no clue I stop telling them I feel like this already happen because like I said they called me crazy for even thinking that. When I'm not dreaming of déjà vu moments in my other dream its weird I always have the same dream that I'm suppose to help someone.
My mom tells me I been watching too much movies, but my mind, heart, and spirit feels like I'm here for something. In my mind I'm drawn to be outside I feel like something is calling for me. I have my moments of when I just freeze and start walking straight. One time that happen I felt like the woods were calling me so I walked straight to it and by the time I almost went in there my sister slapped me. Oh, and when I pray my prayers always come true. I feel like I can protect my family by praying. My family use to always tell me to pray for them in some issues not once did anything go wrong and I feel that god does want me to pray for them. One day my mom was in this big crash before that ever was to happen I gave her a rock and kissed it my mom didn't get hurt at all. So every where she went she took that rock with her nothing bad ever happen until she lost it. I'm not going to lie for I'm being honest when I had my Suicidal moment, someone was talking to me and that someone told me I'm not ready. Maybe they were right I am probably crazy. So I would always pull back. So what's really wrong with me?