For as long as I can remember, I have seen what I sometimes think is the air. What I see is a bunch of transparent dots that are about the size of a pin head smooshed together with no gaps. Depending on what I look at determines how they move. They tend to just vibrate when I look strait ahead, when I look at the sky they tend to swirl. It is not a problem with my vision, like I said I have had it for as long as I can remember so I have sort of gotten used to it. Besides that I have 20/20 vision and the eye doctor would have said something about it.
I also tend to "feel" things. Sometimes I get a feeling that something is going to happen, I don't know what, just that something will happen, then a few days later something does happen. Other times I just "feel" a certain way about an object or place, such as the woods around my house. I tend to feel a sense of foreboding and mysticism surrounding it.
I don't know relevant this is but sometimes I don't feel like I belong in the human race as if I am not human or not fully human.
I would very much like to determine why it is I see the dots, feel things, and don't feel human. If anyone has had similar experiences or has advice please post.
When i'm alone in the living room, I sometimes see colored cloud-ish big dots in diff. Colors in the wall, and they will move. I really find this annoying. I tried to close my eyes for a while to make them gone, but when I open my eyes, the colors are still there. Maybe those are aura of the room or me right? Now, that i'm 20+ something, I don't see those colors.
Recently like few months ago, and just before I wrote this, I see those tiny dots (like pixels) -it looks like pixie dust but just more scattered. It's like tiny dots with vibrant light or it looks like tiny stars... I find it beautiful. I wish I would see those energy particles often.:) it just happens for a few seconds to minutes only...: (