Beam Of Light

I have always been very spiritual, and have been blessed with the gift of dreams and vision and the ability to scene the present of spirits even when attached to other people. I can't remember much of my childhood and most of my teenage years I can only remember my terrifying nightly sleep paralysis experiences, which stop when I was about 18 or 19 after one night I saw a too familiar demonic spirit which marked that the night I would go through one of these sleep paralysis, I was waken suddenly with a slight whisper in my spirit of a verse in the bible, which when I read told me that God gave us the night to sleep and nothing what so ever had the right to disturb my rest (my interpretation).

At 23 I traveled from the island I grew up on to another island where I being out of my parents strong Christian grip, finally started dating a young gentle man who was 10 years old than I am. On one of our outings he took me to this woman's home, she professed to be a Christian... She asked us to hold hands to praying. While we were praying I saw a vision of a beam of light descending from the ceiling. That light hit the center of my hand as a small somewhat circular ray, I felt a hit penetrating the top of my palm, passing through into my palm and to his palm. I was so astonished by what I was seeing feeling. But I say nothing fear that I was the only one seeing and feeling this. As soon though we had stop praying my boyfriend quickly pulled his hand away from mine and said "wow why is the center of your hand burning up like this" I was excited and relief that he had felt it. I was mesmerized by what happened. I couldn't explain it either and told him what I saw.

We had a very rocky relationship and after breaking up twice we gave it a run for a year and 6 months, then I moved and returned to my home island. Soon after we broke up in 2009. We both always thought that we were unable to leave each other cause even if we broke up we still kept very close and spoke of meeting up. However things went horribly wrong because of so many lies and now we no longer communicate. I am still wondering what was the beam of light I saw and we both felt, always thought it was some confirmation that we were mean to be... Any thoughts on this.