I want to share you my experience about my deceased granny namely Lourdes. It was on the year 2004. My grandmother told us that she will be left for vacation at Cebu (some rural place in my country) for she was being invited by her older sister to come also because they will be having a reunion there together with her fellow friends and families living abroad. It is a rare occasion for her because she did not see her older sister for a few years that had been passed. On the next day, I saw her gathering and fixing her clothes to be place on her big bag. She was very busy with her preparations and I felt of her excitement and joy. Before saying goodbye, she kissed me on my head. I think that the vacation will going to last up to one week. After her goodbye, I felt a strange feeling of depression to myself as I saw her fades away in front of me but I think to myself that it was only my imagination. Two days had past since she had gone to, I remembered taking a bath before going to sleep so that it will be refreshing to the feeling while I am laying on my wooden bed because it is night time. I had a vivid dream of my granny. In my dream it showed that she was sleeping together with my grandfather but after a few minutes, I saw her in pain holding her chest. She was suffocating and having a hard time catching up her breathe. Later on, she vomits a whitish liquid that came out in her mouth. I want to save her but I was just like a viewer who is watching a stage play. I woke up and noticed that it was already morning.
On the next night, again I had dreamed the same dream as before until I woke up. As soon as I opened my eyes, I heard voices of my relatives coming outside my little room. They all said the same news that one of them had received a phone call from where my granny was and told that she died of a nightmare (bangungot in Filipino words) vomiting a whitish fluid that came out to her mouth. And they are all crying. As soon as I heard the news I remembered my vivid dream. While on a state of shock and confusion, I thought that it was really true. I never thought that it was precise from the news that I would have heard from them. As soon as it came clear to me that she really died. I cried and cried a lot silently to my satisfaction while murmuring of the times when I share chat with her. And I think that the rain dropped heavily while I started crying (I think it is because of my atmokinesis ability because rarely I cry in my life. And so. Before I cried, I noticed the sunny weather) It was a sudden blast of my emotions that exploded inside my own self. I think it was my premonition dream or did I again astral projected and my spirit/soul teleported there to see what will happen.
Today I somehow accepted what had happened to her. I prayed for her safe journey unto the next life of finding the holy light and may she found peace and joy there.
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