I'm 19 years of age and currently on 4th year college. Ever since I was a kid I had this certain ability called "third eye" I've been seeing, hearing, talking, sensing and feeling them. Also, whenever I will say something unconsciously, it happens. Ever since I was a child, I've been telling my self that seeing and hearing is just normal. I only have few friends due to that... They said that they always see me talking with someone that wasn't there. I was never scared of having this ability when I was a kid. Right now, I guess I'm scared.
Last week, I've went to my boyfriend's house and stayed there for around 3 days. The dawn of my last day's stay...I've seen her. She was about 7-10 years of age and had this shoulder length black hair. She's pretty. It was already five o'clock in the morning and I still couldn't sleep. I was looking at my boyfriend and smiling at his sleeping face when I decided that I must also go to sleep. I turned around and face the other direction. She was there beside me. Smiling at me. I was so scared that I got my body close to my boyfriend and woke him up while my eyes were fixated with her. She was looking at me straight to the eye and was smiling. I felt chill that's why I've ran towards the bathroom and washed my face. I even convinced myself that it was just my imagination. I've returned to the room and searched for her. I couldn't find her so I've returned to the bed. I hugged my boyfriend. I felt someone staring at me. I turned around and looked at the opposite direction. She was there with her creepy smile. This time I just let her. I grabbed my sheets and stayed under it.
Today, it happened again. I was texting my cousin and for some reason, I couldn't breathe. I dropped my cellphone and then her figure appeared. She was there choking me with her hands. She was smiling. I asked why is she doing this. She said "come with me". I thought I was going to die. I really couldn't breathe but I tried to call my "Nani". I've lost the girl the moment I heard my Nani's footsteps. I'm really scared.
When I was a young girl I've also seen a lady. The lady looks as if she was around mid twenties. I asked her "where will she be going?"she said "over there" and pointed somewhere. She said the same thing as the girl said "come with me" I declined but my feet froze and I couldn't move. I tried to drop the water glass that I was holding. Luckily, I've succeeded and then she was gone. Whenever I'll return to that house, I'll see her but this time her aura had gone from peaceful to black. Then one moment I had a hard time breathing and when I looked beside me that lady was there smiling at me and said "why did you leave me I thought we'll be together... Come with me"
I don't know why does these things happen. Usually I'm hearing a male's voice telling me that he'll never leave me whenever I'm sad and told me that I have a gift it is within me on how I will use it whatever choice I made...he's going to be there. I asked him who was he. He just laughs at me and tells me "how ironic you don't know who am i" then he'll call me with a different name and tells me I love you. Whenever I'm mad he's asking me what do I want him to do. He also warned me that there will be lot of things I'll see and tell me to come with them.
It scares me. Anyone who can tell me how can I handle this. Can I forcefully shut this ability?