Need Medication, A Psychic, Or What?

My names Meredith and I'm 14. I don't know what has been going on. Some say they are ghosts, some don't know what to call them. Can anyone tell me if I have psychic abilities and what type they are, if I have them?

It all began when I was 7. I was in my house in the room next to the second floor deck. I was watching T.V. And just looked over out the window and saw a boy around 11 or 12, sitting on one of the chairs. Now, I am an only child, and our deck is 20 feet high, also there was no one that age at our house. I, of course, didn't know what it was. I rubbed my eyes, turned off the T.V., did all things I could think to make it go away. It didn't I sat there on the couch, at night, for about 3 minutes watching. He never turned to look at me, only looking forward. He had on a red ball cap, red T-shirt, blue jeans, and brown shoes. His skin was sort of tan with a little red splotches, as if he had been out in the sun a little too long, and he had light brown hair.

That is the first of many experiences I would have. After that I saw these-things-frequently. I could feel their emotions, and most just felt lost, or sad, some happy. After a while I got used to it. There were only two that truly terrified me. Both were only silhouettes of people. You could tell that they were people and whatnot but you couldn't see a face or a color of shirt or pant or anything. One pitch black, while the other was pure white. Those were the only two who walked towards me, and the only two I ever saw with weapons. I had been in my bedroom for both. The black person came at me with what looked like a gun, while the white had a knife. I saw them at different times, but I am still scared to think about it. Just the feeling that came off them. Pure hatred, anger, it was like nothing I had felt before.

Then I started seeing colors going all around people. Found out they were aura's. I personally have a very, very light, almost white blue aura. I can see anyone's aura, though no one knows. Its not like its always on, but I do see them at different points during the day. Also I am able to feel all my friends feelings by this point. Any emotion is open to me and I don't like it AT ALL.

The next time was when I had gone with one of my best friends to her farm. Now since sixth grade I have gone to 4 different schools. Mom pulled me out first three months of sixth grade, got home schooled for the rest of the year, then for seventh grade went to a school away from my hometown, then came back and am going to my current school. Now this friend was at my seventh grade school, and she hadn't known at that point. While we were walking around in the woods around the tiny house, I told her, and found that she had some similar experiences. She could see animals and feel things around her. After that we were walking around aimlessly, and my friend screamed out and I asked what was wrong. She was totally freaked out and asked if I saw the bear. I asked what bear, there was no bear in the woods, her father wouldn't have let us go if there were. And, of course, I would have seen one if it was close. She said she saw a huge black bear thing with long claws. She and I went back to the house, though she wouldn't tell anyone. Later we were on her Gator, one of those gardener mini truck things, and I was just driving around and she started to get really jumpy, every sound she would look for its origin. Ends up we both saw a strange red mist, in the middle of the day mind you, floating over a small part of the stream that ran by the house. It was about 20 yards down the way from the house. Needless to say, we didn't go back near there the rest of the trip.

I've seen more after that, but not as many as I used to. The latest one I saw was just strange. He, like some before, was a silhouette. He was completely black, like one before, but had no weapon. The strangest thing was it was while I was at school. Never had I seen anything at school. I had even gone to a school that had a graveyard right next to it. But when I saw this guy I hadn't experienced much around that time, and none of my friends at school now about this. So it freaked them out when my eyes got big, I gasped and stopped dead in my tracks. I quickly got myself together and made up a lame excuse, though no one questioned me. Thank goodness.

I don't know if I'm crazy or not, but if someone could tell me what's going on, I'd be forever grateful.

Thanks, Mere