My story isn't easy to explain. Just to warn you, this will be fairly vague and long. I'm doing my best here. So, I've never actually heard spirits, or have seen them clearly. I do not have some crazy story to tell. Yes, sometimes I will hear someone call my name when no ones home. I'll hear foot steps while sitting down stairs, when no ones up stairs. I'll see things out of the corner of my eye, get very strong feelings. Right now, as I'm sitting here in my room, one of those feelings is over whelming me. Like someone doesn't want me to share what I think is happening to me. It's a sick feeling in my throat, and nerves butterfly's in my stomach. Also, the right side of my face often gets goose bumps. Today it feels like I have a head ache on the right side of my body. I feel pressure on the top of my head, on in certain points on the right side. I often feel like someone is watching me. All the time, in fact. While I'm in the shower I'll feel like someone is going to reach behind the curtain and stab my back.
Sometimes it's okay in the bathroom, but other times it's like something doesn't want me in there. Ever since I was little I've been having these feeling, aside from the right-side-of-head thing. Also, nothing can get too close to the middle of my eyes. I get this funny feeling. Often when I try to go to sleep I get it. I'll just rub my forehead and shoo away anything that's making it feel funny, assuming it's just a spirit. It feeling like something is right up in my face. When I stare at myself in the mirror, my image will begin to change. I can not distinguish what the change is, but I can clearly see my face distorting or clearly disappearing. I feel like something follows me...everywhere. I can feel it. I also have a very strong feeling that my parents are going to die...soon. Both of them. I've had this feeling for about all of my life, but it has just cleared about a year ago. I think I have powers... Powers beyond my comprehension. It feels like every time I read a book or something, a part of my future it revealed. Like another piece to a puzzle. Another thing, I feel much older then my physical appearance gives away. I get deja vu almost to often. I haven't cried since I was nine years old. I've tried, but it just doesn't happen. One time, my friend was experiencing a panic attack. We were talking on the computer, when he said he was feeling 'bad' again. I closed my eyes and centered myself. I imagined myself flowing out of my body and to him, taking all the bad energy (a.k.a the panic attacks) from his body and casting away the attacks. I imagined myself flowing back into my body. He hasn't had a panic attack since. It's been about six months. I'm so confused. I've never done that before. I just automatically knew what I had to do. I don't know much about all this spiritual stuff, but I know something going on with me. I'm sorry with was so long, and I hope someone can help me. Thank you. I'm 14. How old did you think I was, honestly?
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