I used to abuse drugs and have been clean for 3 years, but I can still hear the voices. They are not as strong as when I was high. These voices repeat everything I think almost like they are telling others what I am thinking, and they try to answer my questions when I ask them. I just can't understand everything. I have to have something running like a fan or computer to hear the voices. My husband says I need to be medicated. He says they are in my head, but I actually hear them across the room. The weird thing is lately I have been able to see things at night. I have to be tired for any of these things to happen. At first it was sparks/little specks of light, and now it is energy moving right in front of my eyes. Usually the strongest activity is when I am just waking up. Once I actually saw a red spark. They are always white. Then after seeing it I heard the voices say I saw it like they were shocked.
Often when I just wake up in the middle of the night I will see something in the mirror that is beside me, but as I become more alert it disappears. I also often dream of dead people. Does anyone know what I should do with this gift, or could it be a curse? Should I be scared? Could it be evil, or is it just people who have past over? Someone please help. Crystal_bradshaw (@) hotmail.com