Through these past few months I have... 'Back off' from everything that had to do with physics, demons and anything spiritual. I felt overwhelmed with it all and I felt I was getting in to far with the demon I have been dealing with and asking about.
Since I have backed off it seems I have lost what I had. Meaning, my dreams, the bond with Sara (If you have read my other stories), and the demon had all seemed to fade away. Just until recently I haven't even noticed. Then one night I was in my room listening to music and a thought came in my head. I immediately felt something, a presence of something like a cool breeze. I recognized the feeling and knew that the demon had come around again.
That night I acquired an interest to find out the demons name. I don't know why I want to but it feels like an urge I need to fulfill. I don't know much about how, or if I should, find out its name. I tried checking around different sources and saw that by knowing the name you gain control but it can also make it angry and vicious like a backed animal.
So my question is; Should I continue trying to find out its name? If so, how can I? Thank you everyone who has commented on my past stories and has helped me out.