I guess I am a little worried. My abilities have so far been very slowly developing over about 5 or 6 years. It's been a pretty slow process until recently.
Normally I am a little clairvoyant and clairsentient but am mostly clairkinetic (being able to feel/sense other-worldly beings like guides, angels, etc.). However a couple weeks ago things started to get a little out of control.
In the middle of the night, around 3 or 4, I started waking up petrified and not knowing why. My heart would be pounding, I'd be sweating, and for some reason was terrified to look around. I would wake up very abruptly too, not like slowly waking up in the morning, like jolting awake. My guardian would always tell me to calm down, relax, and that he would take care of everything and I was usually so tired that I couldn't fight to keep staying awake.
Ever since this started its like my abilities are increasing. I still can't sense or feel human spirits but I'm starting to hear things when normally I don't hear things psychically. I'll be sitting at home alone or with a friend and start hearing what sounds like a large group of people having multiple conversations at once. It's not overwhelmingly loud but it's still catching me off guard since I have never really heard anything before. So far it's happened about 4 times in one weeks span.
I have also felt a pretty big increase is my clairvoyant and clairsentient abilities too. I usually have déjà vu every once in a while but it's happened almost every couple of days and lasts for way longer (I'd say it's gone from lasting maybe 5 or ten seconds to lasting a whole 2 to 3 minutes of my day). The definition of déjà vu I grew up with is when you are seeing/feeling/doing something that seems like you've done it before and you can predict what happens next as if you have "already seen it happen".
My guardian has been telling me that I need to develop my abilities more, that it's really important. Why? He won't tell me. Just keeps saying I'll realize why when I need too. (For more background on my guardian, read my other story. It's kind of important and ties in to everything else.)
I guess I am just overwhelmed and was wondering if anyone had any ideas on what might be going on. Why am I freaking out at night? Why am I having new abilities pop up strongly and out of nowhere when it has taken me years to develop my other ones? Any input would be great!
Thanks!
~Scaleblade
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~Scaleblade