Ever since I went through puberty I've been going through some weird things like I would think of something and would be scared to say it and someone else would speak it exactly as I had thought it another time I've broken down in tears right before my friend start crying because of a death or like how at times when people find out about stuff I don't want them to know. I've been able to will them to forget about it.
At first I thought I was just going crazy but I kept trying it on other people and they would forget just like everyone else. I've been able to actually absorb the emotions of others like if someone was going through strong emotions and I didn't like the emotion. I would imagine the emotion as a color and pull it inside me. Then the person who was going through the emotion would act as if nothing had been wrong.
At first it was cool you know knowing what's going to happen before it actually does or being actually able to influence someone actions but these last couple of weeks something been happening to me like I'm losing control. The other day my aunt and her boyfriend were arguing and I lost it, like I felt a power surge. It was too much. I felt as if I was going to explode from the inside.
Two weeks ago when I was ready for the night to end, I was leaving my body like my spirit was floating but right when I was rising I felt some force slam me back into my body. It was not like I willed myself back into my body but like something physically slammed me back. I thought I was dreaming but I remember looking at my digital clock as it was happening. I even felt a pain in my back where I was slammed. The next morning I didn't know what do. I don't know how to control this crap anymore. I've tried everything from meditating to trying to shutdown everything but nothing works and I don't know how long I can keep living like this. So please if anyone who reads this has any advice that can help please tell me.
Oracle101, Psychic and Medium for 43 years
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