A week ago Tuesday, I walked upstairs to get something out of our bedroom before I left to go to the city. It was about 9:30am. I walked into the bedroom and immediately saw my husband hanging from a rope from the rafter, dead. It was agonizing. His head was slumped down to one side, his eyes were all black and so were his lips. There was blood from his mouth down to his chest. I couldn't breath, I'm not sure if my heart was stopped or if it was pounding, but I tried closing my eyes immediately and turning my head away. I still saw it.
I haven't told anyone, I didn't want to scare my adult daughter, nor did I want to tell my husband, so am writing on this site to ask if anyone knows what that was? I've never had that happen before, ever.
It was so disturbing and I try not to think about it even now, but it's difficult.
I can't believe that my husband would ever commit suicide. He's a very happy go lucky kind of person, a Christian, and I can't even imagine him ever considering anything like that. He's strong and doesn't seem to let things get him down. He has regular problems like the normal Joe, but believes that God will take care of them.
I felt like something was trying to terrorize me. I refused to allow that to happen, and continued on with my day as was planned (had to play my harp in the city that day). I hope that it never happens again.
So, the only possibility is that something is haunting you, or your house, trying to weaken you. Demons and the Devil weaken us with our weak spots... Yours is obviously love, for your husband and family. So, don't let it get to you. And of course that's much easier said than done. Just put up an auric shield around your body, if you don't know what one is, feel free to email me... It's found on my profile page, which you can get to through clicking on my name, dreamergurl. I don't know if your psychic or not... But you're pure. I can see this vision you had through your story, the technology sometimes picks up on pure auras, because they are energy, and I see what you saw. Not pleasant... But I don't believe it will come true, don't worry:)
God's Love.
~Annie