Weird Sense Of Deja Vu

An extremely long response, bare with me-and if you read it all then it was...
Both the dejavu and the numbers thing have been a part of my life for some time. In my tweens I started to get overwhelming feelings of dejavu all the time. It's like you get the most overwhelming feeling of awareness and anticipation. As it happened more and more it made me feel like I should be on alert or that something was going to happen, something bad. I would know what people were going to say, what was going to happen, all of that. I was young when this started, and even though it was cool I was so taken by the feeling that something bad would happen that as the experiences became more frequent and intense I wanted less and less of the feeling. Like many people I prayed for it to go away, that I couldn't handle it and I didn't know what to do. Because you see, that's the feeling, and urgent push to do something or react a certain way at that exact moment. So as I grew it went away slowly. I am twenty five now and though it's never totally went away it is returning in full effect, like most things do like this when they've been repressed. I still get the urgency and all I know to do is pray. I can also decipher between what certain "dejavu's" feel like. For instance, where I live there is a lot of death, and when I feel one a certain way I know that someone will pass away. Those are the worse because I feel I could have done something. It's actually wonderful when I'm not right and nothing happens, instead of affirming the feeling or message, it affirms that the prayers are answered, I guess. Now that they're back they will come in waves or blocks of time incredibly longer than before. For instance it will come in and out for an entire morning and into early noon.
So this has gotten long, but I will mention the numbers. Like with the dejavu they say that those little messages we get are to let us know we are where we are supposed to be, I agree with that, but there is much more. Each number has its own significance and those are pretty similar depending on where you study the "numerology" or under whose belief. I personally will see countless times a day numbers that are sequenced, I will look at a clock for no reason and there it is. Not only that but my own license plates go from 1-7. I'll see it on my car's mileage, on the paused time for a dvd, seconds it takes for a web page to load, I'm talkin' everywhere. Like one person mentioned, if you're looking for it, then you'll see it. Well even if I am or am not the numbers are always there. Its so often that sometimes I will make decisions based on timings of seeing certain random "number messages." Weird right? May-be, but it isn't anything negative so I feel okay about it. I've looked into it and the most basic way of acknowledging the occurrences would be to assume that a spirit guide or entity is trying to tell you that you're in the right place, doing the right thing, that you should pray, etc. I've found that being in certain places or experiencing major events trigger noticing the numbers, if that's what you'd call it. I think that my looking at certain numbers for no reason or anything, just doing, shows that we can get subtle, completely unnoticed, prompts from spirits, for example an angel telling you to go in a different direction.
Okay-so I've gone off a lot about this, but I guess it's up to the reader to review all of it. I just felt compelled to write these things. I guess it seams like I have a handle on the situation and how to look at it, but really I am constantly seeking answers and working towards deeper understandings. If anything I wish the communication was more clear, that I knew more what to do with certain messages and feelings I get, and that I might learn enough to help others. I do know that it's people like us that will help to teach the younger individuals coming to this planet to develop their psychic abilities. There is an age of enlightenment that's upon us, the veil is being lifted, as some would say, and the more we know and are educated about certain things, the more we can help others to develop theirs. If we were helped more when we were children and teenagers we might be a lot more enlightened, not speaking for all of course. This change of awareness and knowing is truly exciting, I can't wait to see what our pioneering treks will be on the forefront of, we are of the ones before us, and us before them, it can only get more developed and exciting from here, God bless and happy searching
Signing off, and it 4:32-total coincidence, what does that tell you? And-are there really any coincidence any way>

O wow I had the exact same thing happen to me like 5 years ago... I saw 9 11 every where, on the receipts it was either the total amount or my change back, then I saw it on the clock it seemed like every time I looked at the clock it was 9 11 I would also notice it on license plates, then when I went to ski I happened to look at the locker and there it was again! Also the time that I talked on my cell was 9mins and 11 secs not all the time but enough for me to notice and get freaked out. Everyone who knew me knew about that weird thing that kept on happening to me every day for 2 years. Then one day I was driving home with my mom and got rear ended by someone every one was ok but no one had a phone on them and I did so as I was dialing 911 on my phone it gave goosebumps I was in shock because all this time I felt like I was being warned about this and it actually meant something and I wasn't just going crazy looking for 911 everywhere... So anyways I think these numbers are warning you in some way now...
Be careful I guess:)
O I forgot to mention after the accident I stopped seeing 9 11

I have heard that deja vu is sometimes interpreted as being on the right path, although it's difficult for me to imagine a "wrong" one lol. I have also heard some neuroscientists explain the feeling as being caused my a defective short term memory process where you interpret it once, it doesn't go through and when you interpret again it seems familiar and you create a reasoning for it such as thinking you must have dreamt about it, or previously known. If you truly know what will happen before the situation occurs then you have a connection to the paranormal and should definitely practice with these abilites to become skilled. You are either disturbed by it due to surprise and even fear of this unfamiliar, not very well understood, phenomena, or you are disturbed by the actual message being sent to you. It is likely the message being sent would be something you can understand without outside help so whatever you think of when you think of the numbers is what you should know. Try not to worry though because it may just be paranoia with numbers when you could just as easily see other numbers if you were looking for them. Also it may help to tell only people who understand what you are experiencing instead of all of your friends because they may have a hard time believing if they haven't experienced it as well. Ask your mom more about her actions, when you ask questions flat out it's much easier to get information. Good luck and take care! =)

holy crap, I have the same exact feeling. Instead I see 4 and 11, my favorite number nad my birthday. My de-ja-vu is like weird things that I feel I have seen or been through a million times or like I saw it in a dream.

You definitely have the ability to see the future, so your a physic. If you have a 'feeling' that you think your mom is hiding something from you then try to look for more clues to make sure your instincts are correct, they usually are! The numbers 9 and 11 could mean 911. Someone ma by a friend, family member or ghost is in need of help or trying to get your attention. If you want a more clearer way of how to use or control your powers/abilities then you should try to meditate daily for at least 15 minutes. Good luck!:)