Am I Even Normal?

I am 14 years old and an very powerful psychic. My known powers are telekinesis, biokinesis, premonitions, strong empathy, psi balls, pyrokinesis, chronokinesis, remote viewing, minor telepathy, I can see auras, I can also control energy (any kind of energy) that includes pain. And there are some powers I have I can't explain like if a say something like the word "new student" I'll get to school and there would be a new student. This happens to me all the time. And I have this thing where I can tell ghosts what to do like this one time I got mad at my little brother and I told ghosts to scare him and sure enough they did this keeps happening to me.

There is this extremely weird thing that when I get mad at someone something really bad happens to them. But this ability reflects on me because like if I talk back to the teacher or my mom or steal something, or things like that something bad happens to me or if I get a new friend or tell an friend about my abilities something always happens to me like the worst thing that happened to a friend was that she got hit by an car. This was after I told her I was psychic. Afterward she doesn't talk to me.

Now I have no best friends because everyone thinks I'm too quiet and a bit weird. But I don't want to talk to them about my powers because A) they'll think I'm even more weird. B) they'll get cursed. I want to be able to control this. But all I want to do is help people with my powers.

I keep this journal where I write down every experience I have so in the future when my powers fully manifest I'll be able to look at when my powers first started activating. Oh and recently I've started changing. I mean I am stronger, much smarter, I get angry and annoyed quickly, I am also getting interested in rock music more now. And the most weird thing is that when I use my powers the side of my left hand suck in. Every single time.

I have written every experience down to provide evidence of my powers (not all because I forget previous ones) but I need you to tell me what I am. And what I have these powers for. I mean I love them but I want to put them to good use. Thanks for reading.

God bless to all of you!