My name is Jeremy. I'm 23 years old and For about 2 years, I have been having problems with my dreams and thoughts. I only dream when it comes true, any other time I don't remember my dreams. Almost always it's about someone dying but I never see the person and it's always someone close to me. All this started 2 weeks before my wedding when I had a dream that someone died and I was at there funeral. A couple days later my wife almost died and was hospitalized for a UTI, and then my grandmother died of cancer.
Since then I don't remember any of my dreams unless it has to do with someone dying, It has happened 23 times in 1 year and 1/2. And Sometimes I have thoughts that come true also. This just start about a month ago. When I saw my girlfriend's mom with a cop sitting at a desk in a white shirt. A day later my girlfriends mom had to go to the police station to turn in her brothers death certificate (which I also dreamt about a week before) and she was wearing a white shirt and I had no idea that she had to go up there. But I can't control it,. Also I feel like someone is watching me when I go to certain areas and places I feel weird and not my self. Is there anyway to learn how to control these premonitions and feelings, also is this some kind of physic ability or is it just a weird coincidence. Can anyone help me?
Anyway, I think these precognitions are meant to let us know that there shouldn't be doubt in our ability and the reason they come in the form of death is because the spirits know for sure that will get our attention.